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Apologies, I'm posting from my phone and I'm not sure how to embed an image, but that is my chart. I would be grateful for any analysis or interpretation, I know what a lot of my isolated placements mean but I'm not very skilled at seeing the whole picture.
Maybe after seeing my chart you'll take back your desire to trade. Neptune or Saturn energy... I'd rather be messy than cold.
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You have Jupiter in 8th H
and Pluto in 10th H too!
I'm trading my Neptune for just these too.
You don't look like someone cold even from the way you write.
It looks to me that it's hard for you let yourself feel. Having Saturn in my 8th H I control 8th H matters so naturally.. I can't let go.
Your poor Neptune conjuncting your Moon is probably making you admire those kind of people.. It idealises (Neptune) the one with intense/deep (water signs) feelings (Moon).
However your double Saturnian Moon controls your feeling so that they don't get our of control, while poor Neptune wants to feel freely without boundaries, getting compleltely lost in emotions.
Saturn is the exact opposite of Neptune one represents harsh reality the other represents the exact opposite if reality.
Since here your Moon is ruled by Saturn and Saturn is strong in its sign and it also conjuncts your Moon which is in the opposite sign of the ones it rules, while Neptune is weak in this earthy sign.. Saturn being triple strong destroys weak's Neptune's dreams 😢
That is why you crave it.
You have it in you but you don't know how to unlock it and/or understand it.
You may seek to "experience" it through others. Saturn delays/blocks things, knows theoritically but makes it difficult to practically experience something.
Did you learn something from Transit Saturn being on your Moon? Do you maybe feel this need more because of that transit? You are having youe first Saturn Return too.
I'm wondering if you have any relationships. If you have ever fallen in love with someone?
I see all this planets in your 1st house including North Node. Your other planets are in earth signs (Virgo Venus is a bit harsh) all of these including your Libra Sun in your 9th H of Sag.
I see a person who is very indepedent, likes his freedom a lot.
Sun in Libra, SN in 7th H, Neptune conjunct Moon and Jupiter in 8th H are probably causing you to crave intense feelings and intimacy maybe.
Mars in Gemini gets bored very quickly, it's not considered a good sign for Mars. Yours us in 6th H. How does ut play out for you?
Also Jupiter may magnify something (positive/negative) it's in your 8th H so I'm wondering if it makes you crave intimacy too.
Jupiter in 8th H makes you lucky getting things from others generally including relationships.