Hello. I'm beyond words of appreciation for all the answers. This is so very important to me.
To clarify. Done with husband. Really was putting all I could in to this, but it's no changes, for many years. He also knew about my boyfriend. Because emotionally our marriage was over long time ago. Just friends.
Boyfriend is a Man I love. Deeply.
I think he has a lot or strong feelings towards you. But he has trouble expressing it in words.
You are Mercury, in his sign, and conjunct the 7th house, his ascendant. You feel this is a good fit for you.
You crave direct communication.
He is Jupiter in Capricorn, in your 4th. Jupiter feels restricted in Cap’s Earth, and may be overwhelmed by your 4th, which is emotional depth and family obligations? Do you have past issues with your family that are affecting this relationship? Maybe responsibilities that he does not want to take on?
There is an applying trine from you, Mercury, to him in the 4th. So I think you will have a very important emotional interaction in ‘4 units’ that will help you feel more optimistic. Or at least discuss things directly.
There is an applying square from the Moon, your concerns, and the Sun, the boyfriend. That seems imminent. Are you expecting more than he can deliver right now?
Is this a new relationship that you are wanting a deep commitment from?
He said today, he is so bad at expressions, and I'm starting to learn to accept it.
In our synastry my Moon conjunct hes sun, and many other strong connections. I really feel for him, much more than physical.
I do need, like air, direct communication and for both of us this difference between how we express and dont express feelings is huge learning.
Past family issues, I just discussed with my therapist last week. I see, it's also effecting my perceptions and reaction on him.
As you said, we have had yesterday very important meeting. I think, it was most important of all we have had. We have discussed things in very different way. And I do feel more optimistic.
This is the most important relationship of my life. And for now, I probably want more from him that just right now he can give. But he talks about the future.
Katydid, your message is so accurate according to all situation, astrology have helped me with huge issues all along my life, but still I'm impressed.