Imperial1922, I've been where you are and I know you're in the depths right now. You feel like no one understands, and most don't. I do not know you, but I truly hope for the best for you. Right now, you need to simply be. You are hurt, you are betrayed, you are angry. And frankly, you have every right to be. Experience where you are. And later, process it. I know you want revenge, but before you do something you're going to regret, pause. As a woman, I'm going to tell you the absolute truth. The very best revenge is walking away and putting your energy into something worthwhile. Someone worthwhile. Someone that won't play these games with you and make you feel out of control and desperate. And when you do that, she'll know. If you go to her angry, hotheaded and acting the fool, you're telling her she got to you. You're telling her she controls your actions. You want to hurt her back? Walk away. Knowing she can't control you will hurt her like you can't even imagine. It will show her she means nothing to you.