hi princess
your most significant aspect to your natal nodal aspect is the semisextile to the opposition between orcus and the venus/moon conjunction.
The semisextile/inconjunct aspect is especially functional with the nodal axis. It indicates that with conscious choice ,one can harmonize the opposition. It gives the potential to focus the nodal energy through the symbols yet not be liable to be overwhelmed by the nodal energy. This is the power of the inconjunct ,you can symbolically dip your finger onto the nodal flow but not get burned by it overwhelming you with it’s magic.
This is why I give rulership of the north node to Gemini and the rulership of the south node to scorpio. note that this is an inconjunct relationship, not opposite signs.
Though I am sympathetic to the view that the nodal axis is above rulership and exaltations etc.
So this opposition is very important and it is very powerful and obscure. the venus/moon conjunction shows a loving and optimistic emotional outlook , yet the opposition to orcus shows there are deep hidden emotional issues underneath you sunny exterior. This can show up as moodiness or as an unseen emotional void in the middle of your greatest feelings of joy.it can show up as a sense of foreboding that during your most joyful experiences some dark force is lurking underneath your consciousness to bring you pain or harm . the moon.venus shows the love of children but the orcus’s influence can dampen this joy .vesta/sedna are square to this opposition , so you are devoted to your daughters but initially the responsibility this entails may have discouraged you. In your youth you may have planned not to have children as your Uranus is strongly placed and you may have wanted to keep your “freedom”.
Sedan shows that you have a personal moral compass, though square to orcus, it shows you have parts of your pas that you choose to keep in the past.
This aspect can give illicit sexual relationships and and problems thru sexual relationships. at it’s worst it can show utter , controlled promiscuity. but with vesta square, it seems you always have a sense of self and the sacredness of sexual liaisons even if you may have been undiscriminating at times.
Orcus opposed to moon/venus is a bit ominous as it can show danger to your children and you may have miscarried before your had a successful birth
The Pluto/Chiron midpoint is conjunct orcus and the mars/Neptune and Jupiter/Neptune midpoints are square, so this potential danger to your children must always be addressed. Potentially abusive environment and people must be constantly watched for. These aspect give the potential for you to have engaged in “immoral” or unethical behavior and/or have had you share of deceitful and malicious people around you. Dangerous situations seem to be part of you experience of life. Here the semisextile t the nodal axis is a blessing as you have “consciousness” of these potentially dangerous dynamics and hence can modify your behavior so that these unconscious dynamic do no harm.
Without the nodal input, this pattern could be deadly for some people.
There are several aspect in your chart that indicate you have had your share of potentially abusive environments as well. Specifically the orcus/Pluto midpoint is conjunct to mars and Jupiter and the sun/Pluto midpoint is square to psyche, Saturn/orcus mp and the mercury/Chiron mp.
The eros/psyche midpoint is conjunct the south node, marking you as a extreme romantic. This aspecy shows that on site of the potentially harsh orcus influence, you elicited love and attraction from many people. This aspect gives you great emotional and sexual sensitivity and a ethereal aura to your emotions. It is interesting as the orcus/venus/moon opposition can be extremely aggressive and demanding whereas this aspect gives you the aura of a emotional/sexual ingénue you have elicited both spiritual physical attractions as well as coarse carnal attractions. but your essence is the idealistic seeker of love. It is so strange , you attract both the sensitive , loving men and the brutal, coarse men.(of course I understand you are happily bonded ).
Your Neptune/Chiron midpoint is also conjunct the south node. This increases your sensitivity and psychic potential but it gives you an odd split personality. On one hand you are sensitive and compassionate but on the other hand you can turn very critical and cynical. This shows that you are very pen but that if you are deceived or lied to , you become very cold and dismissive of the offender. This midpoint can give vision as well as improving your technical insights to the world. you are a dreamer yet at the same time a pragmatist .
Uranus on the descendant is 3/11 to the south node. Coupled with the sun/Uranus midpoint conjunct to mercury and the moon/Uranus midpoint conjunct the sun, you have strong astral/psychic abilities. the 3/11 harmonic shows that the information you receive from the astral plane is readily integrated into your everyday life. This can enhance the prophetic nature of your dreams etc.but it akso shows that energy from the astral can cause emotional distress at times. The 3/11 can also be an avenue of psychic”attacks” and attempted mental manipulation.
The mars/Uranus and Jupiter/Uranus midpoints are semisquare to your node giving you a impatient nature at times. This shows you to be a bit of a rebel and capable of sudden and rash decisions.
With the moon/Saturn midpoint square thre node and the Saturn/orcus midpoint conjunct the node, you have a despondent an depressive dynamic underlying your idealistic personality. coupled with uranus’s influence, you have a bipolar dynamic. You can be very high or depressingly low. This is an indication of a emotionally restrictive childhood, with your parents often at odds with each other.
The light in your chart hides a great darkness or moodiness.
rahu
your most significant aspect to your natal nodal aspect is the semisextile to the opposition between orcus and the venus/moon conjunction.
The semisextile/inconjunct aspect is especially functional with the nodal axis. It indicates that with conscious choice ,one can harmonize the opposition. It gives the potential to focus the nodal energy through the symbols yet not be liable to be overwhelmed by the nodal energy. This is the power of the inconjunct ,you can symbolically dip your finger onto the nodal flow but not get burned by it overwhelming you with it’s magic.
This is why I give rulership of the north node to Gemini and the rulership of the south node to scorpio. note that this is an inconjunct relationship, not opposite signs.
Though I am sympathetic to the view that the nodal axis is above rulership and exaltations etc.
So this opposition is very important and it is very powerful and obscure. the venus/moon conjunction shows a loving and optimistic emotional outlook , yet the opposition to orcus shows there are deep hidden emotional issues underneath you sunny exterior. This can show up as moodiness or as an unseen emotional void in the middle of your greatest feelings of joy.it can show up as a sense of foreboding that during your most joyful experiences some dark force is lurking underneath your consciousness to bring you pain or harm . the moon.venus shows the love of children but the orcus’s influence can dampen this joy .vesta/sedna are square to this opposition , so you are devoted to your daughters but initially the responsibility this entails may have discouraged you. In your youth you may have planned not to have children as your Uranus is strongly placed and you may have wanted to keep your “freedom”.
Sedan shows that you have a personal moral compass, though square to orcus, it shows you have parts of your pas that you choose to keep in the past.
This aspect can give illicit sexual relationships and and problems thru sexual relationships. at it’s worst it can show utter , controlled promiscuity. but with vesta square, it seems you always have a sense of self and the sacredness of sexual liaisons even if you may have been undiscriminating at times.
Orcus opposed to moon/venus is a bit ominous as it can show danger to your children and you may have miscarried before your had a successful birth
The Pluto/Chiron midpoint is conjunct orcus and the mars/Neptune and Jupiter/Neptune midpoints are square, so this potential danger to your children must always be addressed. Potentially abusive environment and people must be constantly watched for. These aspect give the potential for you to have engaged in “immoral” or unethical behavior and/or have had you share of deceitful and malicious people around you. Dangerous situations seem to be part of you experience of life. Here the semisextile t the nodal axis is a blessing as you have “consciousness” of these potentially dangerous dynamics and hence can modify your behavior so that these unconscious dynamic do no harm.
Without the nodal input, this pattern could be deadly for some people.
There are several aspect in your chart that indicate you have had your share of potentially abusive environments as well. Specifically the orcus/Pluto midpoint is conjunct to mars and Jupiter and the sun/Pluto midpoint is square to psyche, Saturn/orcus mp and the mercury/Chiron mp.
The eros/psyche midpoint is conjunct the south node, marking you as a extreme romantic. This aspecy shows that on site of the potentially harsh orcus influence, you elicited love and attraction from many people. This aspect gives you great emotional and sexual sensitivity and a ethereal aura to your emotions. It is interesting as the orcus/venus/moon opposition can be extremely aggressive and demanding whereas this aspect gives you the aura of a emotional/sexual ingénue you have elicited both spiritual physical attractions as well as coarse carnal attractions. but your essence is the idealistic seeker of love. It is so strange , you attract both the sensitive , loving men and the brutal, coarse men.(of course I understand you are happily bonded ).
Your Neptune/Chiron midpoint is also conjunct the south node. This increases your sensitivity and psychic potential but it gives you an odd split personality. On one hand you are sensitive and compassionate but on the other hand you can turn very critical and cynical. This shows that you are very pen but that if you are deceived or lied to , you become very cold and dismissive of the offender. This midpoint can give vision as well as improving your technical insights to the world. you are a dreamer yet at the same time a pragmatist .
Uranus on the descendant is 3/11 to the south node. Coupled with the sun/Uranus midpoint conjunct to mercury and the moon/Uranus midpoint conjunct the sun, you have strong astral/psychic abilities. the 3/11 harmonic shows that the information you receive from the astral plane is readily integrated into your everyday life. This can enhance the prophetic nature of your dreams etc.but it akso shows that energy from the astral can cause emotional distress at times. The 3/11 can also be an avenue of psychic”attacks” and attempted mental manipulation.
The mars/Uranus and Jupiter/Uranus midpoints are semisquare to your node giving you a impatient nature at times. This shows you to be a bit of a rebel and capable of sudden and rash decisions.
With the moon/Saturn midpoint square thre node and the Saturn/orcus midpoint conjunct the node, you have a despondent an depressive dynamic underlying your idealistic personality. coupled with uranus’s influence, you have a bipolar dynamic. You can be very high or depressingly low. This is an indication of a emotionally restrictive childhood, with your parents often at odds with each other.
The light in your chart hides a great darkness or moodiness.
rahu