Please, help me out, i'm having serious issues with panic attacks, without conjuntions between mercury and saturn or uranus. My sun is in the 8th house in sagittarius, moon is in the 12th house in picies, and ascendant is taurus.
i will send you my birth chart so you can see. Moon is in aries. Moon squaeres Mars, and Moon squares the Sun.
Thank you very much for explanation. It's not that easy when people are telling me that i'm just spoiled and that it's nothing, i felt guilty beacuse of it. Now i finally understand why i have those problems
Thank you!
While fighting with panic attacks it is the most helpful thing taking close ones supports.You may open yourself someone to whom you can trust.Believe me it works.
Hi Tinchica,
a few thoughts. When you have the Moon in the 12th it is unusually hard to feel comfortable with being yourself around others because that house acts as a sort of invisible wall between you and them while at the same time making you pick up on the cues other people put out much more strongly. So the position can create several of the problems you described. It is a fairly difficult placement but to add to turkish girl's suggestion, if you find people whose Venus/Jupiter/Saturn aspect your moon by trine or conjunct you'll find you can feel comfortable around them. It seems strong aspects to the Moon are the best way to allow it to come out with this placement.
The love life issues are actually suggested by your Saturn-Pluto square. You have 4 personal planets packed in the 8th (Pluto's house) sextile Saturn in Aqua. The 8th house planets want an intimate relationship but that is more compatible with Pluto while they are placed in a sign that doesn't share in this (Sagittarius) and they are further stabilized by Saturn in friendly Aquarius - so you have a conflict between wanting a Scorpionic relationship with a more conscious goal of wanting one that includes the hope and optimism suggested by Sagittarius. And as Saturn is usually a builder while Pluto is a destroyer the two seem mutually exclusive to you even though they are not. You can actually end up with both qualities as well as the stability you desire with Saturn although it would be a cyclical relationship with different phases and ups and downs.
The panic attacks might be because of the square between Chiron and your Sun operating right now. Chiron currently falls in your 12th and it is square the Sun in the 8th and as these are both water houses the difficult energy is likely to come out in "irrational" ways that are hard to understand. You can look up Chiron square Sun for more information on this. As it is a transit this will pass but you will be dealing with it for the next few months.
I think the 12th is related to how you feel the world,the experience of inebriating in a garden, or of "feeling lost" among a crowd.
10th is about focus, obligations, serious things
11th is about comprehension, and is associated with multituds, lots of people.
Your Moon is in 12th in the fire of Aries, but in a house ruled by Neptune.
Neptune is together with Uranus right on your MC(10th), while Uranus rules your 11th.
Neptune = inebriating/getting lost(and rules 12th) + Uranus = comprehension/chaos/many people(and rules 11th) both acting right on the M.C. (serious things, focus, fear).
Those are indications of what you described.
Saturn is passing through your 8th, which is a house of tension, in the fire of Sagittarius.
I believe this period will end and lighter times will come when Saturn gets into Capricorn and the South/North Node gets more to 22-21 Aquarius/Leo and so on.
If I can give an advice, remember that fear exists for everyone; it comes at certain times and will definitely go away in a certain time - the way we deal with it is what matters. Some people do harm to others and lose their "values" easily when fear appears, others resist to it - I mean, without doing bad things or harming others in a way to try to escape from it. This is what counts.
Saturn will enter in Capricorn by the end of the year if i am not wrong?