VenusianGirl
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Can someone please give some insight regarding the synastry chart for myself and my best friend? I'm the inner circle person and both of our birth times are accurate. We've been friends for 7 years. I'm the type of person who owns my mistakes, wants to always talk everything out, communicate, confront in a calm and healthy manner. She on the other hand is extremely non confrontational, dismissive, VERY passive aggressive, childish, capable of being petty, throwing tantrums or holding grudges.
You might be thinking "so why are you friends with her?!" and I've asked myself the same many times. What has kept me in this friendship is that she was the only person who supported me through several years of health problems, so it was a combination of choosing to overlook everything else by focusing on how much I genuinely appreciate this, combined with feeling like maybe I owe it to her to stick through. I also feel a sense of guilt ending the friendship because of some hardships happening in her life. But it has always felt like an unhealthy, walking on eggshells, surface level, 2 different people, not very deep friendship from my perspective. Basically to me this a friendship bound by the support of hard times, however not at all what I would define a true meaningful healthy friendship as in any other regard/area. I don't want to place myself above her nor anyone, so the way I'd phrase it as that I think we're just in different phases/levels in all ways - emotionally, mentally, spiritually.
I'm look for guidance if this is worth hanging onto, or if I'm truly the only one making an effort and also getting abused in the process. How does she feel towards me, what are the energies between us? I've also always been a bit hesitant to fully trust her for some inexplicable intuitive reason.
Sorry for the lengthy message. All replies greatly appreciated!
Synastry:
https://imgur.com/a/hYcpoHW
My natal:
https://imgur.com/a/jVkb7VQ
Her natal:
https://imgur.com/a/RimrnMp
You might be thinking "so why are you friends with her?!" and I've asked myself the same many times. What has kept me in this friendship is that she was the only person who supported me through several years of health problems, so it was a combination of choosing to overlook everything else by focusing on how much I genuinely appreciate this, combined with feeling like maybe I owe it to her to stick through. I also feel a sense of guilt ending the friendship because of some hardships happening in her life. But it has always felt like an unhealthy, walking on eggshells, surface level, 2 different people, not very deep friendship from my perspective. Basically to me this a friendship bound by the support of hard times, however not at all what I would define a true meaningful healthy friendship as in any other regard/area. I don't want to place myself above her nor anyone, so the way I'd phrase it as that I think we're just in different phases/levels in all ways - emotionally, mentally, spiritually.
I'm look for guidance if this is worth hanging onto, or if I'm truly the only one making an effort and also getting abused in the process. How does she feel towards me, what are the energies between us? I've also always been a bit hesitant to fully trust her for some inexplicable intuitive reason.
Sorry for the lengthy message. All replies greatly appreciated!
Synastry:
https://imgur.com/a/hYcpoHW
My natal:
https://imgur.com/a/jVkb7VQ
Her natal:
https://imgur.com/a/RimrnMp