hi again
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I added a few more symbols to your chart...
eris is square to venus and the midpoint is conjunct to your sun. this highlights you very strong sexual energy. in addition to your psychic abilities ,you are an exceptionally sexual creature. but eris adds an instability to relationships and often bring jealous and and destructive competitive natures.
eros is aspected by a 3/20 harmonic to psyche. these two symbols involved ultra romantic. idealized and spiritual attraction. but the 3/20 aspect shows that in these types of relationships, the relationships tends to be antagonistic. so even with what my be felt as soulmates , your still have a streak of independence.the midpoint of eros and psyche is square to your moon/nessus conjunction.
the moon/nessus conjunction tends t shows you had a rather harsh emotional childhood as nessus can show emotional or sexual abuse. this is very likely in your chart because besides the nessus/moon conjunction ,your eris/venus square will draw negative social/sexual vibrations to you,even as a child.
ixion is conjunct to moon and nessus which shows that you have some kind osocial discord in your families heritage. it could be family feuds of discordant social interactions with society in general. but with psyche/eros square this stellium of moon/nessus and ixion, it is likely that you attract lovers or relationships with individuals that bring family tensions. it is almost a romeo and Juliet aspect where you become involved with people inherently antagonistic to your social and family standing or beliefs.this usually brings disapproval from your or their family.
this streak of social discord is also show by Jupiter square to satrun and the midpoint conjunct to Uranus. this ads to the picture that your heritage involves iconoclasts or "rebellious" actions in the family.
this aspect also goes along with your general feelings of turbulent and discontent, as it can show you have your own set of standards and often find yourself at odds with the standards of society. Uranus is sextile to the moon/nessus/ixion stellium so it is likely that you usually find ways to accommodate your "unruly" nature with acceptable social patterns.
Uranus is also conjunct to eros, again, a indication of a very passionate nature and as afore mentined Uranus often is associated with woman to woman love, so this conjunction would tend to draw more interest women to you. but you are so passionate , bi sexual is probably a more accurate description of your power of attraction.
it is interesting that your moon/Saturn midpoint is conjunct to venus. this indicates that you have desires for a single mate, which is so surprising because you have such a wild social nature so to speak.
in this vein, you juno is opposed to vesta which implies a desire to form a "sacred" or devoted relationship.
mars is square to you pallas indicating that you must express you femininity, your knowledge and wisdom and your personal strength.
as regards to your purpose or karma, it is hard to make a distinct comment.
but my opinion is , your karma involves working in alternative and reformative social causes or profession and it seems that a spouse, likely older with be needed to ground you so that you can accomplish that life you choose to follow. I think as you reach your Saturn return a few years down the line, you will met and older person who will compliment and ground you
pluto is conjunct to ixion and square to your sun. this can imply that many of the seemingly restrictive experiences you have had are reflections from a past life. this sun/pluto square is another indication of unconscious dynamics directly affecting your conscious perspective. in this case with the square, you have to learn inhibition dnlearn to take small step to reach your goals.
psychologically sun square to pluto also gives a emotional "void at times. it can make you very reflective. the south node will transit you sun in late march and the node will square your pluto in late april. so your subconscious or reflective mood will continue. your feeling of Bursting" will likely get stronger but you must stay centered and not let chaos overwhelm you emotionally because pluto does rule death and march -april period may bring dangerous circumstances around you. pluto can bring health problems but pluto also gives the power to overcome all health issue with a focused consciousness and meditation.
as pluto is also past life connections, it is very possible that in march/april you lifes purpose or karma may become clearer to you. so focus of observing what options and circumstance come to you in march april as this time period likely will condition or define your actions for your future.
rahu
I feel like I'm a mixture of all the elements, as much as I am fiery and outgoing, I'm cool and composed, as much as I am emotional and chaotic, I'm intellectual and rational, it's very hard to pinpoint my personality. Could you guys take a look at my chart and maybe give me some suggestions/opinions on it?
