I agree.. I try to use energy for good..
I've recently became a reiki practitioner.. I like to help people...
I do what I can, put have to make adjustments to that, or else I just get taken advantage of.
I don't drink alcohol or do any drugs..
I'm kinda boring.
lol
Even though I have mars sq Neptune..
I don't like to drink, cuz your not in full control of yourself...
I need full to be in full control of my self, and alert and aware of my surroundings...
Alcohol messes with that..
I prefer coffee...
Honestly... I believe everything happens for a reason, even the bad...
It's what makes you, you....
It helps you appreciate the good, all the more..
Like I said... I know of the incident, but am unaware of most of the details..
So with that, I don't live my life in it...
Even though my subconscious probably does... But hey..
I'm ok with it staying there..