Hello!
I found someone very special to my heart and soul,but he is actually a brother of my ex,so it's very complicated..
The love I feel for this person,without even knowing if he likes me at all,feels like out of this world- 12th house Venus exact conunct my South Node and Saturn.. It shot me very deeply and I find myself in a Romeo-Juliet type of fantasy in my head..
The energies between us are very strange and just overwhelming,once we were over his when he was drunk and this is the only time he showed me more clear signs(or at least that's what I believe) that he likes me as he was being a bit nervous and I felt as if he was trying to find a way to get somehow close to me,even tho my ex(his brother) and the girl he was dating were there.. I feel like my ex actually picked up on it and started getting a bit annoyed and was trying to keep us at distance as much as possible..
But it was so strange,felt like we were communicating on a subconscious level and when he was close to me I could literally almost physically feel his energy.. When we went back home with my ex,his brother called him few times asking how I am after that old cider he gave me to drink and the last call,as soon as he hung up the phone,I knew he is coming over without him suggesting it,so I just cleaned up the room quickly and 10minutes later he was here,but could not convince my ex to get us out for couple drinks..
I wonder if you guys could tell from our synastry wether he shares these feelings or they only come from my side and I'm being delusional?
Any comments are a huge help,thank you!
(I am the blue/1st person)
I found someone very special to my heart and soul,but he is actually a brother of my ex,so it's very complicated..
The love I feel for this person,without even knowing if he likes me at all,feels like out of this world- 12th house Venus exact conunct my South Node and Saturn.. It shot me very deeply and I find myself in a Romeo-Juliet type of fantasy in my head..
The energies between us are very strange and just overwhelming,once we were over his when he was drunk and this is the only time he showed me more clear signs(or at least that's what I believe) that he likes me as he was being a bit nervous and I felt as if he was trying to find a way to get somehow close to me,even tho my ex(his brother) and the girl he was dating were there.. I feel like my ex actually picked up on it and started getting a bit annoyed and was trying to keep us at distance as much as possible..
But it was so strange,felt like we were communicating on a subconscious level and when he was close to me I could literally almost physically feel his energy.. When we went back home with my ex,his brother called him few times asking how I am after that old cider he gave me to drink and the last call,as soon as he hung up the phone,I knew he is coming over without him suggesting it,so I just cleaned up the room quickly and 10minutes later he was here,but could not convince my ex to get us out for couple drinks..
I wonder if you guys could tell from our synastry wether he shares these feelings or they only come from my side and I'm being delusional?
Any comments are a huge help,thank you!
(I am the blue/1st person)
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