Abby83
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Ok so I finally decided to ask this question. I want to clarify if im right in my opinion or if anyone else can educate me in the field.
I want to know if I have a high self worth or low self worth and whether that can really be determined in the chart. I ask this because everyone has different values in life and some flow more easily and harmoniously than others. But when it comes to high self worth, as an example, could that mean that the placement of the asc would be most favourable in the 1st house of the self or 2nd house of values. Or a good alignment with asc ruler and 2nd house ruler, including dignities?
In my chart, my 5th house ruler (kids) are in my 2nd house. I cant stress how much I value them, and children, more than anything in this world. They are most important to me. My second house ruler is Jupiter in sag in 1st house. I take it this means me valuing my body as a means to get places. This is partly true, but as im older I know it wont last so I see this as a pointless form of self worth.
Venus, which rules values is in virgo, 11th house, is conjunct mars (traditional ruler of asc and ruler of 6th house), venus sextiles pluto (asc ruler, me), and venus trines the kids, Neptune. Now, in my opinion with the life I lead, this is accurate with my values in a sense that I feel more confident and proud when I have my kids with me. I feel like a success, like ive accomplished the greatest thing in the world. It's very important for me to rebel as the health freak I am and stand up for the nurturing and value of the delicate stomach (a virgo thing) and health as a whole. I value health. Without health, you have nothing. Venus is prominent at the top of the chart.
But what does it say about my own self worth. Do I have a high or low self worth? Im confused. Because when it comes to my own relationships, I end up being used and having to sacrifice (all 12th house matters) because of other people's mess ups. I might meet other people who say they would never put up with the situations in relationships that I do, but when it comes to reaching one's goals and the values I have, I have to sacrifice to reach them. Does that mean I have no respect for myself?
I want to know if I have a high self worth or low self worth and whether that can really be determined in the chart. I ask this because everyone has different values in life and some flow more easily and harmoniously than others. But when it comes to high self worth, as an example, could that mean that the placement of the asc would be most favourable in the 1st house of the self or 2nd house of values. Or a good alignment with asc ruler and 2nd house ruler, including dignities?
In my chart, my 5th house ruler (kids) are in my 2nd house. I cant stress how much I value them, and children, more than anything in this world. They are most important to me. My second house ruler is Jupiter in sag in 1st house. I take it this means me valuing my body as a means to get places. This is partly true, but as im older I know it wont last so I see this as a pointless form of self worth.
Venus, which rules values is in virgo, 11th house, is conjunct mars (traditional ruler of asc and ruler of 6th house), venus sextiles pluto (asc ruler, me), and venus trines the kids, Neptune. Now, in my opinion with the life I lead, this is accurate with my values in a sense that I feel more confident and proud when I have my kids with me. I feel like a success, like ive accomplished the greatest thing in the world. It's very important for me to rebel as the health freak I am and stand up for the nurturing and value of the delicate stomach (a virgo thing) and health as a whole. I value health. Without health, you have nothing. Venus is prominent at the top of the chart.
But what does it say about my own self worth. Do I have a high or low self worth? Im confused. Because when it comes to my own relationships, I end up being used and having to sacrifice (all 12th house matters) because of other people's mess ups. I might meet other people who say they would never put up with the situations in relationships that I do, but when it comes to reaching one's goals and the values I have, I have to sacrifice to reach them. Does that mean I have no respect for myself?