Hello to all and many blessings to each!
Mark- Wow! wonderful information.. and i will be trying that with a girlfriend of mine very soon.. i will tell if i have any ability with this or not.
Rahu- would this be the same thing in your opinion(or whomever whishes to respond
).. if this eminating white light was coming from my hands and not my solar plexus area? would this be something different?
Vagabondgirl-thank you for your chart! I wanted to mention, when this while light episode happened, i was in no way trying for this to occur. i was simply doing my regular meditations. Often i simply do my protection meditation, then try to tune into my higest and best good for how i can be a better person and release negitivity while expanding the light to those in need. As far as what meditations work for me..lol.. none ever did untill i started just making up my own version. I'm not sure if i really think this was some type of astral travel on my part, but i can not say for sure since i was definatly wide awake and focusing ahead of me - somewhat not really actually believing what i was seeing even though it was definatly there! i could both see it and feel it.
When you said that all kins of "new"stuff was happining to ou this year...omg! do i agree!! the precog dreams have been ramping up and that is just some of it.
I want to put this out here also for the others who are scared of what's been happining to them ( i think Rushwing mentioned this).. Please don't laught! lol...
About 1 mth. or so ago, i got in touch with this wonderful spirit artist Rita who had in the passed helped me very much realize that these things are in fact real.(i've always had numerous wierd psychic stuff happen, but for some reason still didn't fully believe.. ridiculus i know lol) what had happened to me one night completely terrified me to the point of me getting out of bed and pleading with God not to take me to the otherside yet... i truly thought i was dying. (this again had never happened before and has since only happened once).
i awoke about 1ish in the morning feeling ok, but then started to visually see everything starting to move around me, almost like looking at things throu water. then i started feeling like i couldn't breath.. then the drowning feeling was so strong and soooo scarry and that is when i started beging for my life. This whole thing intensified up untill 2:30 in the am when everything was so intense and almost like unbelievable tecknocolor....then everything stopped and was warm/loving/happy and this lasted a few minutes.. then everything went back to normal all of a sudden. at this point i thought i was having some sort of psycholigical breakdown, or a panic attack, or basically i had no idea!
In the morning after i woke up for the day, my parents called to tell me that their dog had passed away at 2:30 in the morning.. the same time this happened to me. as an aside, he passed do to congestive heart falure. i suppose that was the drowning feeling.
The next time this happened (but without the happy/bliss at the end), i realized no one had died, but someone was very sick. i get the courage to tell my parents about what happened to me when the dog passed and asked them to let me know if someone was ill.. turns out my grandfather had some issues that morning at 6am!
so needlesstosay, i got on the phone with Rita, and she told me, i could accept this and meditate more with protection, or i could ask for it all to stop. i am trying to choose the former. oh, and she specifically said to NOT get scared (that's kinda hard!) because you loose focus and control... trust me, i was not trying for this to happen, it just did.
So i was wondering if this light episode from my hands is because of a new awareness, like i should attune more to healing(i've only healed my cat in the past) or if this is now because i've asked not to be terrified of the death feeling and this is the replacement for that.
I'm sorry that this is so rambling, but if others have had similar experiences with this stuff, i would love to hear all about it!
Blessings to all and much love.