FranzSchubert
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My chart (I have that of my family members as well if anyone is curious): https://horoscopes.astro-seek.com/calculate-traditional-chart/?narozeni_den=4&narozeni_mesic=11&narozeni_rok=1996&narozeni_hodina=15&narozeni_minuta=08&narozeni_sekunda=00&narozeni_mesto_hidden=Austin&narozeni_stat_hidden=US&narozeni_podstat_kratky_hidden=TX&narozeni_city=Austin,%20USA,%20Texas&narozeni_sirka_stupne=30&narozeni_sirka_minuty=16&narozeni_sirka_smer=0&narozeni_delka_stupne=97&narozeni_delka_minuty=45&narozeni_delka_smer=1&narozeni_timezone_form=auto&narozeni_timezone_dst_form=auto&house_system=whole&hid_fortune=&hid_fortune_check=on&hid_vertex=&hid_vertex_check=on&hid_chiron=&hid_chiron_check=on&hid_lilith=&hid_lilith_check=on&hid_uzel=&hid_uzel_check=on&tolerance_paral=0&nick=franzschubert&&radix=1&aktivni_tab=1&house_system=whole
After I turned 25, I had a sudden urge to drop what I had been doing trying to start a career and any regular socialization with friends to pick up astrology seriously. So that’s what I did. I’ve been utterly broke and studying ever since.
Since then, I have looked into my placements and determined that something absolutely terrible is headed my way in short order. I know my south node essentially directs me toward contemplative asceticism- but I cannot figure out the significations of my north node in light of what appears to be impending death.
Notable transits are all to do with my zodiacal release (again, sudden urge to go absolutely insane for two and a half days doing nothing but learning about this subject two days ago) from Capricorn into Aquarius, which also happens to be going on around the same time Aries retrograde in the 2nd transits twelfth part Saturn in the 12th. No shortage of incredibly grim transits happening in the meantime.
Impending death is unambiguously written out across the board here. This much is certain- if not for me than for a family member (both my father and brother have sun in the 12th). But I don’t know how, for whom, or if there’s anything I’m supposed to do to as a man here for my family or for myself. Am I meant to sacrifice myself in some way?
My Leo moon is directly conjunct regulus, my Sun conjunct alphe. Could these mean anything in particular?
Any help whatsoever is tremendously appreciated. Truth be told- I am terrified.
I really don’t seem to have enough time to figure out what I need to here. But I must? My compulsions to explore these topics didn’t arise just to observe my own impending death, right? I’m in good health and so seemingly are my brother and father who live with me.
And please, If you do contribute, I do ask that you not try and sugar coat your analysis. I need to face whatever is coming head on.
Sincerely, thank you.
After I turned 25, I had a sudden urge to drop what I had been doing trying to start a career and any regular socialization with friends to pick up astrology seriously. So that’s what I did. I’ve been utterly broke and studying ever since.
Since then, I have looked into my placements and determined that something absolutely terrible is headed my way in short order. I know my south node essentially directs me toward contemplative asceticism- but I cannot figure out the significations of my north node in light of what appears to be impending death.
Notable transits are all to do with my zodiacal release (again, sudden urge to go absolutely insane for two and a half days doing nothing but learning about this subject two days ago) from Capricorn into Aquarius, which also happens to be going on around the same time Aries retrograde in the 2nd transits twelfth part Saturn in the 12th. No shortage of incredibly grim transits happening in the meantime.
Impending death is unambiguously written out across the board here. This much is certain- if not for me than for a family member (both my father and brother have sun in the 12th). But I don’t know how, for whom, or if there’s anything I’m supposed to do to as a man here for my family or for myself. Am I meant to sacrifice myself in some way?
My Leo moon is directly conjunct regulus, my Sun conjunct alphe. Could these mean anything in particular?
Any help whatsoever is tremendously appreciated. Truth be told- I am terrified.
I really don’t seem to have enough time to figure out what I need to here. But I must? My compulsions to explore these topics didn’t arise just to observe my own impending death, right? I’m in good health and so seemingly are my brother and father who live with me.
And please, If you do contribute, I do ask that you not try and sugar coat your analysis. I need to face whatever is coming head on.
Sincerely, thank you.
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