I'm not really sure how to explain this, it's so bizarre, but here it goes: It seems whenever I walk into a room people always seem to notice me but it's never in a good way. I could walk into a room, minding my own business, looking happy, and yet people always look at me as though they are intimidated. It has to be something about my birth chart, right? I wear normal, girly clothes, nothing necessarily over-the-top unless it's a special occasion, but nothing frumpy or "dark." My hair is always nice, make-up never over done...so I doubt it's my appearance. I always either look nice or blend in. Which makes the weird, "shocked" looks from a lot of people even more mysterious to me. I could be smiling and talking nicely and it's still a little weird. It's not everyone but it's noticeable. I'm nice, I love to laugh, I'm normal...so why are they so strange? Maybe I make "obnoxious" facial expressions and don't notice. It's like I'm awkward and don't do anything right, but that's simply not the case. I know because I only started thinking that after I noticed the unjustified looks and comments? I have NO idea. I'm not cocky nor do I walk into a room like I own the place, I never give anyone dirty looks first, so why me? So many rude people don't even get these "ugh ...her" looks. What did I do?
I mean they act like I have terrible intentions and it's the opposite. I'm usually the target of gossip, though I don't do anything. What is it about me? I literally just mind my own business, am nice to people I don't know, act normal with my friends...I don't feel I stand out. Any idea why the stares and hate occurs, because I'm absolutely mystified. Is it me? Do you think maybe I look angry? Like I just have "one of those faces" or is it just something about me. I can honestly walk into a room full of strangers, blend in, and am still the odd one out. It's mostly girls but it can be anyone...I mean, what the hell, seriously. Please give me some idea.
Any idea why the stares and hate occurs, because I'm absolutely mystified. Is it me? Do you think maybe I look angry? Like I just have "one of those faces" or is it just something about me. I can honestly walk into a room full of strangers, blend in, and am still the odd one out. It's mostly girls but it can be anyone...I mean, what the hell, seriously. Please give me some idea.
Thanks for everyone's feedback. But it's really not how I "choose" to see it. It's actually pretty obvious. And yeah te been a lifelong thing. People either love me or hate me. Not sure why most are so negative though.
To my understanding, and I'm relatively new to astrology, it means that your Ascendant, which is the way you appear to the world, is receiving a challenging aspect from the planet Pluto.What exactly does Pluto square ascendant mean? Is it a way I'm presenting myself, or do people just sense some type of energy around me that they find unexplainably...bad or obnixious..or intimidating?
I'm not really sure how to explain this, it's so bizarre, but here it goes: It seems whenever I walk into a room people always seem to notice me but it's never in a good way. I could walk into a room, minding my own business, looking happy, and yet people always look at me as though they are intimidated. It has to be something about my birth chart, right? I wear normal, girly clothes, nothing necessarily over-the-top unless it's a special occasion, but nothing frumpy or "dark." My hair is always nice, make-up never over done...so I doubt it's my appearance. I always either look nice or blend in. Which makes the weird, "shocked" looks from a lot of people even more mysterious to me. I could be smiling and talking nicely and it's still a little weird. It's not everyone but it's noticeable. I'm nice, I love to laugh, I'm normal...so why are they so strange? Maybe I make "obnoxious" facial expressions and don't notice. It's like I'm awkward and don't do anything right, but that's simply not the case. I know because I only started thinking that after I noticed the unjustified looks and comments? I have NO idea. I'm not cocky nor do I walk into a room like I own the place, I never give anyone dirty looks first, so why me? So many rude people don't even get these "ugh ...her" looks. What did I do?
I mean they act like I have terrible intentions and it's the opposite. I'm usually the target of gossip, though I don't do anything. What is it about me? I literally just mind my own business, am nice to people I don't know, act normal with my friends...I don't feel I stand out. Any idea why the stares and hate occurs, because I'm absolutely mystified. Is it me? Do you think maybe I look angry? Like I just have "one of those faces" or is it just something about me. I can honestly walk into a room full of strangers, blend in, and am still the odd one out. It's mostly girls but it can be anyone...I mean, what the hell, seriously. Please give me some idea.
Saturn square pluto would be generational, though, wouldn't it?
Thanks for everyone's feedback. But it's really not how I "choose" to see it. It's actually pretty obvious. And yeah te been a lifelong thing. People either love me or hate me. Not sure why most are so negative though.
What exactly does Pluto square ascendant mean? Is it a way I'm presenting myself, or do people just sense some type of energy around me that they find unexplainably...bad or obnixious..or intimidating?