TheeSinister1
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Me and that guy, i found out he ghosted me so idgaf, he was the starter to me wanting to die. I have been showing a poker face for 10 years and idc, i hate being a woman of color, because ppl treat us like ****. and i wanna die. i am tired of living, for these reasons and i wrote this in reddit:
I don’t wanna live anymore... tired of this treacherous life
It seems like all guys in Europe just want skinny white women. I hate being a black woman, even tho i am mixed with cuban and danish (my mother is biracial) . I want to bleach my skin. I am dead ***, or i wanna die. All i do is hear people talk **** about me how jy real dad passed 11 years ago and that im just a mommys or daddys girl. then i just hold it in, then keep it in. The type of men i like are shallow (EU men) and Canadian and american men are emotionally and verbally abusive i just cant take it anymore i spent the whole decade being treated like **** i just wanna die and go to my dad that died in 2008. I am fed up and tired of people talkin **** about me because i act like nothing is wrong, yet i take it in for years. I grew up seeing my mom get abused by her 3rd husband, who was just an ******* to me and my little sister thats 19. i am 22. and im tired of seeing this man disrespect my family. i feel like its my time to go.
This is serious, I am tired of everyone, I am tired of pretending and living a lie and acting like my life is a movie when it’s a nightmare. i wanna die, at least i can be at peace with my real father aka moms 1st hubby, and not worry about other people talking **** or ghosting me. All i ever wanted was true love, and speaking to a psychic telling me telling me i wont find true love until 2021. Great, other men and other heartbreaks. I hate everyone. I hate my life. I hate that the “God” i am supposed to believe in, took my father from me and giving me a shitty life. I hate my life, i am crying right now am i typing this. FML
I have ambitions like pt work and school to look forward to, but thats what everyone does. Tbh i dont think i have a bright future ahead of me. Life ****in ***** tbhhh. I think i was made on earth to fail, I always really wanted kids, but i never had any. FML.
Chart - https://imgur.com/a/vB3DSNq
I don’t wanna live anymore... tired of this treacherous life
It seems like all guys in Europe just want skinny white women. I hate being a black woman, even tho i am mixed with cuban and danish (my mother is biracial) . I want to bleach my skin. I am dead ***, or i wanna die. All i do is hear people talk **** about me how jy real dad passed 11 years ago and that im just a mommys or daddys girl. then i just hold it in, then keep it in. The type of men i like are shallow (EU men) and Canadian and american men are emotionally and verbally abusive i just cant take it anymore i spent the whole decade being treated like **** i just wanna die and go to my dad that died in 2008. I am fed up and tired of people talkin **** about me because i act like nothing is wrong, yet i take it in for years. I grew up seeing my mom get abused by her 3rd husband, who was just an ******* to me and my little sister thats 19. i am 22. and im tired of seeing this man disrespect my family. i feel like its my time to go.
This is serious, I am tired of everyone, I am tired of pretending and living a lie and acting like my life is a movie when it’s a nightmare. i wanna die, at least i can be at peace with my real father aka moms 1st hubby, and not worry about other people talking **** or ghosting me. All i ever wanted was true love, and speaking to a psychic telling me telling me i wont find true love until 2021. Great, other men and other heartbreaks. I hate everyone. I hate my life. I hate that the “God” i am supposed to believe in, took my father from me and giving me a shitty life. I hate my life, i am crying right now am i typing this. FML
I have ambitions like pt work and school to look forward to, but thats what everyone does. Tbh i dont think i have a bright future ahead of me. Life ****in ***** tbhhh. I think i was made on earth to fail, I always really wanted kids, but i never had any. FML.
Chart - https://imgur.com/a/vB3DSNq