obsidianmineral
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I was curious, does Mercury affect our everyday thoughts? I feel like I constantly am thinking, endlessly reflecting on absolutely everything: my own thoughts, feelings, beliefs, the shape of the things I see, patterns in people's behaviour and in my own, the way I talk, the way I'm perceived by others in real time, the conversations I have with others, my own habits, my deeper feelings, the way feelings and thoughts synchronize, how actions affect feelings, patterns, whether or not there's free will, etc. It's a never-ending process of introspection, I think it makes socializing harder for me. It was always hard, but nowadays it's easier, I guess I just stopped listening to insecurities and tried to be secure about myself regardless of how I came across. However, over-thinking is definitely a pattern that I've always followed even if socializing's easier now. I've been doing this non-stop for years and it has only gotten more intense. The way I perceive everything, my obsession with finding the truth about absolutely everything, really heightening my awareness on many things. It has made me question if I'm going nuts at times. I've thought so intensely at times that I've had trouble sleeping, especially if I'm trying to meditate right before bed. All my body relaxes but my mind keeps at it, and I just observe how every other part of my body is asleep, but I'm still conscious.
I haven't had any problems with depression, but I did have OCD patterns as a kid, like obsessing over mental health problems to crazy lengths. My obsessive thinking has lately helped me with experiencing sudden realizations, ephiphanies. However, as of late I've been wondering whether I should stop thinking so much all the time.
My is in in the 9th house cusp, stationary I believe. Makes a with in in the 10th, but doesn't have any other aspects. I've got in , which may be related to all of this obsessive thinking. My aspects the with a . Are any of these aspects related to my borderline obsessive thinking? How do other Mercury placements affect people's thoughts and feelings?
I haven't had any problems with depression, but I did have OCD patterns as a kid, like obsessing over mental health problems to crazy lengths. My obsessive thinking has lately helped me with experiencing sudden realizations, ephiphanies. However, as of late I've been wondering whether I should stop thinking so much all the time.
My is in in the 9th house cusp, stationary I believe. Makes a with in in the 10th, but doesn't have any other aspects. I've got in , which may be related to all of this obsessive thinking. My aspects the with a . Are any of these aspects related to my borderline obsessive thinking? How do other Mercury placements affect people's thoughts and feelings?
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