Neptune Rising
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With this chart, synastry and composite, I would like some help understanding the nature of this relationship. It is also a long distance interaction. I don't know if it can ever be something committed, or is it just meant to be a brief meeting every now and then for mutual transforming?
I am involved with a man that I've known and liked for some time. Just recently, I've spent more time with him that I ever have, and have had some very deep revelations about me, him, life. It has been really hard, but I am not used to spending a lot of time with romances. I've had my shield up and not many people can get past this, except this man, which is also why I feel so vulnerable around him.
I know and feel that being with him helps me to transform myself, through looking deeply inside myself, and I feel he also gets something from his interaction with me. When he steps out of the room, eg, to go to work, I miss him. He has infuriated me and I have him, but I also love him and see his sweetness.
He has made me look also look at my life and where I want to go, and I truly feel totally lost now. It seems, everything in my life is about to turn upside down. My mum's health is deteriorating and she is the only family I have. My work situation in my country is poor, trying to make it self employed but on the breadline, home I am just in lodgings that some people would call a shoebox. This interaction with this man has opened my eyes to where I would like to be, in myself, alot more successful in my life.
In the composite chart, the most noticable aspect is Sun Moon Venus, opposite Pluto. That is pretty intense. I have read different things about it, both its bad and good sides. This is one of the most honest relationships I have been involved in, even though its not that long we have been close. It seems to be a situations where, for me at least, we open and bear each others souls, which can be traumatic. It has made me realise though, alot of my interactions up until now, have been very false and my way of hiding behind my invisible wall. With this guy, the wall is being knocked down.
The Venus/Sun is sextile Saturn/Jupiter which may suggest some permanency. We have known each other for a decade. Jupiter is a happy aspect. Venus is also trine to Neptune, which is idealistic. We both have natal Venus/Neptune aspects, we are both compassionate and idealistic, though there is realisim to see through this. The Neptune is opposite Saturn which is errosive.
There is one of those rectangles in there with Pluto trine to Jupiter/Saturn and sextile to Neptune, Venus/Sun trine to Neptune and sextile to Jup/Saturn. Though, I don't know much about the rectangles.
Synastry
We both have natal Venus trine Pluto in our individual charts, and our Suns interact with each others, making a Venus Pluto Sun grand trine in both our synastry. My Venus trine my Pluto, his Sun trines them both - grand trine. His Venus trines his Pluto and my Sun trines them both - grand trine. I find this lovely and I have always experienced him as a 'sunny summer day'.
His Mars and Nessu is conjunct my south node and opposite my Neptune. This is him finding me a bit 'out there' at times, and me finding him much more direct. Though I find his directness very appealing, his Mars is trine my Venus/Mercury and my Pluto, but its also square my Moon, so its a mixed bag of feelings.
We are both having a Neptune hard transit in our individual charts. For him, transiting Neptune is square his Sun/Mars midpoint. For me, I have progressed Sun conjunct natal Moon, with Neptune conjuncting these. The ultimate softening transit.
His ascendant in my 9th house, we have had experience abroad together.
About asteroids, he has a Venus Lilith conjunction on Algol, with Persephone, just near his Sun. My Hades conjuncts these. My Pluto also is opposite his Moon. He finds me sometimes a bit harsh when I retaliate to his joking taunts. His Pluto Uranus is also on my Pandora Persephone. His Pandora is also opposite mine. He tends to wake me up to the harsh realisites of the world.
If anyone has any more insight into this, I would very much love to hear ideas. Thank you.
Composite
With this chart, synastry and composite, I would like some help understanding the nature of this relationship. It is also a long distance interaction. I don't know if it can ever be something committed, or is it just meant to be a brief meeting every now and then for mutual transforming?
I am involved with a man that I've known and liked for some time. Just recently, I've spent more time with him that I ever have, and have had some very deep revelations about me, him, life. It has been really hard, but I am not used to spending a lot of time with romances. I've had my shield up and not many people can get past this, except this man, which is also why I feel so vulnerable around him.
I know and feel that being with him helps me to transform myself, through looking deeply inside myself, and I feel he also gets something from his interaction with me. When he steps out of the room, eg, to go to work, I miss him. He has infuriated me and I have him, but I also love him and see his sweetness.
He has made me look also look at my life and where I want to go, and I truly feel totally lost now. It seems, everything in my life is about to turn upside down. My mum's health is deteriorating and she is the only family I have. My work situation in my country is poor, trying to make it self employed but on the breadline, home I am just in lodgings that some people would call a shoebox. This interaction with this man has opened my eyes to where I would like to be, in myself, alot more successful in my life.
In the composite chart, the most noticable aspect is Sun Moon Venus, opposite Pluto. That is pretty intense. I have read different things about it, both its bad and good sides. This is one of the most honest relationships I have been involved in, even though its not that long we have been close. It seems to be a situations where, for me at least, we open and bear each others souls, which can be traumatic. It has made me realise though, alot of my interactions up until now, have been very false and my way of hiding behind my invisible wall. With this guy, the wall is being knocked down.
The Venus/Sun is sextile Saturn/Jupiter which may suggest some permanency. We have known each other for a decade. Jupiter is a happy aspect. Venus is also trine to Neptune, which is idealistic. We both have natal Venus/Neptune aspects, we are both compassionate and idealistic, though there is realisim to see through this. The Neptune is opposite Saturn which is errosive.
There is one of those rectangles in there with Pluto trine to Jupiter/Saturn and sextile to Neptune, Venus/Sun trine to Neptune and sextile to Jup/Saturn. Though, I don't know much about the rectangles.
Synastry
We both have natal Venus trine Pluto in our individual charts, and our Suns interact with each others, making a Venus Pluto Sun grand trine in both our synastry. My Venus trine my Pluto, his Sun trines them both - grand trine. His Venus trines his Pluto and my Sun trines them both - grand trine. I find this lovely and I have always experienced him as a 'sunny summer day'.
His Mars and Nessu is conjunct my south node and opposite my Neptune. This is him finding me a bit 'out there' at times, and me finding him much more direct. Though I find his directness very appealing, his Mars is trine my Venus/Mercury and my Pluto, but its also square my Moon, so its a mixed bag of feelings.
We are both having a Neptune hard transit in our individual charts. For him, transiting Neptune is square his Sun/Mars midpoint. For me, I have progressed Sun conjunct natal Moon, with Neptune conjuncting these. The ultimate softening transit.
His ascendant in my 9th house, we have had experience abroad together.
About asteroids, he has a Venus Lilith conjunction on Algol, with Persephone, just near his Sun. My Hades conjuncts these. My Pluto also is opposite his Moon. He finds me sometimes a bit harsh when I retaliate to his joking taunts. His Pluto Uranus is also on my Pandora Persephone. His Pandora is also opposite mine. He tends to wake me up to the harsh realisites of the world.
If anyone has any more insight into this, I would very much love to hear ideas. Thank you.
Composite