Feeling misunderstood

druex

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So I've been feeling very conflicted lately. Like whatever way I express myself it's a problem. When I'm upbeat and sunny, I'm too nice or arrogant or seeking attention. Then when I'm quiet, I have an attitude or being super sensitive. I really feel like I have two strong but different personalities. Is there anything in my chart that shows this? And how I can find more balance.
 

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Gemini888

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It's also very interesting that the two sides opposition are in two opposing signs, but are linked by 2 inconjuncts. Your Sun and Moon inconjunct each other. Moon trines Mars but conjuncts Saturn. I think the mood swing is caused by these strange connections. The upbeat mood is from Leo Sun and possibly Mars/Moon. But then when Moon/Saturn kicks in you are back to your melancholic self. Aquarius may be making you feel like no one understands you. Sun and Saturn are at their domiciled positions so the struggle is intense. The struggle is very hard to resolve because of the inconjuncts. Coupled with chart ruler Pluto squaring Merc, you may have paranoid tendency.
 
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kshantaram

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in case offers clues and helps reflections, share how true-insightful-helpful,


scorpio asc, magnetic, secretive, suspicious, sentimental, sarcastic, passionate,
research-occult-forensic aptitudes;

asc lord mars virgo 11th, critical, good for audit-quality control roles;
technology gains;

moon-sat acq 3rd, reformist, innovative, economics and research, airy, uncertain, worrisome;

Sun-jup-mer-venus leo 10th, aptitude for medicine-art, govt/managerial/advisory roles;
individualist, high self-pride, commanding attitude;

jup-sat opp misjudgments-missed opportunities;
sun-sat opp, strained relationships;
sat-venus opp, seeking affections but difficult to manifest;
mer-sat opp, statistical, tactical, negotiation skills;
sun-moon opp diffused thinking;

observe fast sat evenings;
prayers to saint of faith, wear yellow sapphire over pendant;

ketu separative SNode cancer 9th, hyper-sensitive,
distancing from father, distant lands; pain-injury-surgery
heart-lungs-thighs etc;

cancer 9th inimical for scorpio asc,
stress-delays in luck-edu-father-travels;
prayers to Christ, offer red flowers at alter Mon evenings;

moon zero deg and weak,
wear pearl over silver pendant touching heart;

rahu NNode cap 3rd, good for initiative, practical,
ambitious, hardworking, excessive risk taking;
wear brown hessonite over pendant;


Sat-ketu now 1.5yr transit cap 3rd,
detachment from siblings, seeking transfer,
pain-injury-surgery arms-shoulders-ears-knees etc;

rahu now transit cancer 9th, stress in foreign travels-pilgrimage;
toxic health issues;


do promptly ack, share salient pointwise feedbacks,


wishing well, kshantaram
 
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