I hope this helps...
Well Sara.....I'm no expert, but I have studied astrology for a long time and I looked at your chart. Right now you just gained Saturn in the first house for the next two and a half years. (approximately) And that can be pretty sobering, isolating. What I was looking for was some reason you have been depressed for ten years. You show that you have a square from pluto to the moon in your seventh house, which I suppose could account for that....but because it's a natal aspect; like my pluto conjunct my sun...I'd have to say it's part of your personality and a challenge in your life. With a seventh house moon, you may not feel that you are loved without a significant other....and you have a serious saturn in the fifth house of FUN so you might be pretty serious about having fun...which doesn't help. You may be too responsible in that area to ever really just let go, and it may mean that you have a hard time with simple romance unless you feel it is serious and going somewhere. Lightening up is easier said than done, but maybe you are taking life too seriously? Depression is pretty serious stuff...I've delt with major depression all my life as well as suicide issues, mostly in my earlier years. So I do know something about it and was concerned when I saw your post. If you have been depressed for ten years, that is something you need to fix NOW. You don't have another ten years to WASTE feeling depressed. Life is a journey and yours is being spent being sad and unhappy and that's just not right. May I suggest seeing a doctor? I spent twenty years on antidepressants off and on and they DO help. I don't need them anymore, but I have and I know only a doctor can determine if you are experiencing just some heavy personality issues or if it is indeed a health issue. You need to find this out. Mine turned out to be a genetic virus that a side effect of; is depression. That combined with Pluto conjunct my moon and a serious Saturn stellium didn't help...I had major issued to work out within myself; which CAN be done. But if there are health issues, chemical imbalances in your body that only worsen what you have already been given to deal with...you need to find out. Don't waste your life. And don't feel sorry for yourself...do something about it every day...do something to make yourself feel good. And DON'T depend on other people for YOUR happiness. My father always said...Your only as happy as you decide to be...at the time I thought he was full of ****, but turns out, he was right...today I could be happy in a paper bag all by myself and can entertain myself for days on end. You have to be happy with YOU, because you are the one you have to live with for all time, if you aren't then you have nothing to give anyone else. You will only bring other people down...and do you really want to do that? I don't think you do. The best thing you can do in life is make other people happy, going out of your way for someone else and helping them, makes you forget your own problems. Everyone wants to be loved, and you'll find that some day. I had to wait forty four years for mine....and if you'd told me at your age that I'd find it so late in life, I'd never have believed you...but if you'd promised me it would be perfect, I'd been happy to patiently wait that long! Everything in life has a time line, and comes to you when it is supposed to. Depression itself CAN be a blessing, you appreciate things more deeply than other people, and you recognize and enjoy the good things when you have them. Look for the good things. Look into yourself and understand YOU. Trust that there is a purpose for what is happening to you, but on the same turn, do everything you can to solve it.
I don't know what else to say...I don't see anything anything terrible in your chart. With that Leo ascendent you like attention, and you like to be front and center....but with the opposition of the moon, you may place to much emotional emphasis on love from others. Maybe you feel you deserve better than you get? I don't know. Just don't let others be YOUR WORTH factor. It's not what others do that matters, it's what you do, it's whether YOU LOVE YOU that counts. Love yourself and take care of yourself. That's my best advice.
Good luck.