Cleanse the mind .. poetic lullabies.

Cleanse the mind .. poetic and lyrical lullabies

Poetic justice. Like Kendrick , bish don't kill my vibe.
Your intentions were clear.
The darkness shows pain and fear.
The soul so slain.
All the lies, in fact you only entertain yourself.
Feeding off the sadness and kindness so you can smile. Even go the extra mile.
Only to succumb to your selfish demise.
You ask yourself whether you should let it go.
As a libra too kind and humble, too peaceful to bring up the real situation.
We reach our limitations.
As the planets and the moons align.
I ask god to be kind.
Feel the moods and changes overcoming me.
Takes over me blinding me and confusing me quite violently .
Trying to be benevolent, but the mind to overwhelmed.
My chart tells me this is only temporary.
On the contrary, it only feels I'm on the righteous side of hell. Wrong side of heaven.
Listening to five finger death punch, thinking of life lessons.
As early as my first attempt.
Cold barrel of a smith and wesson.
Left my life in question.
It wasn't my time leaving this dud bullet in question.
Left me in my next lesson.
Two years of hard opiates.
Even turning to a needle. Lost two veins.
Thinking to myself, what am I doing?

I wrote this to cleanse my mind from here on out.
Sober from opiates since 2010.
I continue a new journey of spiritual progression.
I must rid myself of the narcissistic and toxicity surrounding me.
I cleanse myself internally, externally, mindfully, and eternally. I know the randomness and grammar maybe killing you intellectually.
I advert my words quite savagely.

This anxiety just taken its tow
Deep inside, losing control
Astronomically wore out
Like the last time I let my heart out
Just a waste of time
Should I let it go

Always putting myself before others
Putting myself in this mess
My mind on a test
Getting the best
Trying to get rest
Overwhelm the mind

Like my life lessons
Put into question
Don't know what to do
Can't even hang with the crew
Without losing my mind

Don't have time to waste no more
Gone fishing without no lures
Keep that in mind
You need some things
To continue what we do

Don't have time to waste no more
Gone fishing without no lures
Keep that in mind
You need some things
To continue what we do

Life is very simple
You make yourself happy
Even the people around you
Don't even play
As we lay, I hope you're smiling too

As fake as it is I can smile too
You're just narcissistic and toxic
Thought you were different and so divine
That was the beginning
As time went by, you showed the truth
It was all a lie, just a part of your game
I can play them too

What makes a person so cold.
So narcissistic and toxic.
Our opinions do not matter.
We love them.
To them we are nothing.
Treated with silence.
We sit in front of them.
Only to be entertained until we bore them.
Its a feeling they just don't know.
You feel like giving up.
Of course you follow your heart.
Even when you know they really do not want anything to do with you.
It's a sick dark cycle.
They know they are doing this to you.
It's ok because we are disposable.
Are you not entertained?
You know what it's doesn't even matter.

Let It go
Constantly overthinking
Seeking something that is real
Let it be
It will find it ways
Now, later, or never.
Let it seek you
Too much invested
Not even in question
Love comes love goes
Persistence will not be the savior
The inner heart wants what it wants.
Always remember , you're not the only one.
Live through moments.
Like chapters in a book.
Your story never ends.

Dang. This is really good stuff.

(Edited out my expletives to give moddies a day off....since it's Sunday.)

sadge said:

Dang. This is really good stuff.

(Edited out my expletives to give moddies a day off....since it's Sunday.)

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Thanks sadge

The path like a fable
Constant and clear
Filled with fears
Across the ocean filled with tears
Lend me your ears
Guide me thru the unknown and the unclear
Lost in little moments
Trapped with my feet in cement
Drowning glazing thru the bubbles of ending life
Coming into the light
Reaching for a savior
My hands staked by closed minds
Feeling numb cause of my last lines
Seek the heavens and you shall find
Follow the light with all your might
You become whole once you let your heart go
What matters is the soul
Don't lose control or life be on hold
Fake and cold like the people at the last show

As the communication ends
The silence only reciprocates what we speak
What we really seek is really peace
We slow down the pace
Open minds search past the human race
Higher beings observe
How we love, how we feel, how we interact
Smoked so much I thought I had cataracts
I sit and listen, I see the birds, I see the trees
Take time to appreciate what we do,where we be, how we be
Patience, anxiety, a little life lesson
We live and learn, new ways but we always stuck in old ways
Never was in the right place, the right time.
Play this guitar, plucking sweet melodies
Little silent tunes to get the mood just right
Please don't be scared let's merge energies
We don't have to say anything
Baby just feel the vibrations
So radiant somehow radioactive
Let's mix a little toxicity without tranquility
Need to be real sometimes
They in the skyline, Ships above the clouds
Trying to see the next step
We are an experiment
Pawns of another universe
But in question they could be beings of another dimension
Some might say our future selves evolved to higher intellectuals
Another retrospect

I free myself from the tension surrounding me
I seek the light
With all of my might
I love but to only be shattered
My soul completely battered
find myself in reality
I shall release you of my burdens
I'll be me and set you free
I'll see you in the next lifetime
Find your happiness
Our time becomes clear and near
I enjoyed this time
I leave you here
With one last kiss and bid farewell
Thank you for all this time spent well

Time ironically brings out truth
The underlying secrets and deceptions
Truth though reality
We must accept such facts