Anxiety and First Saturn Return

Hello,

I have been very anxious the last month and I can't seem to get rid of this feeling. I had a similar time around may 2019.
Is there something in my birth chart or some transit that shows this?

The last 2 year have been VERY rough on me. I failed my masters degree, my mother died and I have some financial issues left after her demise. Because of this I became very anxious. I can't sleep, I fight with my husband, I don't have any peace.

Can someone tell me if this is going to end...sometime? Anytime?
Thank you!

roxi257 said:

Hello,

I have been very anxious the last month and I can't seem to get rid of this feeling. I had a similar time around may 2019.
Is there something in my birth chart or some transit that shows this?

The last 2 year have been VERY rough on me. I failed my masters degree, my mother died and I have some financial issues left after her demise. Because of this I became very anxious. I can't sleep, I fight with my husband, I don't have any peace.

Can someone tell me if this is going to end...sometime? Anytime?
Thank you!

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Just a question. Is there someone within the program or university you could work with to redo what caused you to not pass?

hope helps understand the chart, share salient feedbacks,

cancer-moon 9th inimical-malefic for scorpio asc,
stress-delays in luck-edu-travels;
mars debilated aspect over cancer 9th for luck;

inimical moon lord 9th for luck debilated scorpio asc,
secretive, suspicious, sentimental, sarcastic, passionate;
urological-circulatory stresses;
moon-mars volatile emotions-finances;
wear pearl over pendant touching heart;

5th lord jup for luck-edu-romance-children-position
elevated and retro over inimical cancer 8th opp elevated sat,

jup-sat both elevated and opposite in tug of war
neutralising positive potentials,
misjudgments-missed opportunities;
jup cancer 8th spiritual explorations;
prayers to saint of faith,
offer yellow flowers at alter at home Mon evenings;
observe fast sat evenings;

sun-mer-sat cap 3rd,
mathematical-statistical-negotiation aptitudes,
good at quantitative techniques, event management, administration;
debilated aspect over cap from jup;

sat with ketu separative SNode now 1.5yr transit sun-mer-sat, opp natal jup,
misjudgments-missed opportunities;
pain-injury-surgery arms-shoulders-ears-knees-heart-stomach-skin etc;
detachment from career-finances-siblings etc; sun lord 10th for career;

previous 1.5yr ketu transit venus-rahu acq 3rd,
detachment in relationship-marriage, siblings;
pain-injury-surgery kidneys-legs-sciatica pain etc;

natal ketu leo 9th, high self-pride, hyper-sensitive,
distancing from father, distant lands;
pain-injury-surgery heart-stomach-thighs etc;
prayers to Christ, offer red flowers at alter at home sun mornings;

venus-rahu NNode acq, acting-dancing skills, reformist,
toxic health issues-kidney etc;
rise-fall in life, prayers to ancestors, fast No-moon evenings;
observe death anniversaries religiously;
wear brown hessonite over pendant touching heart;
venus lord 7th for relationship-marriage;


jup Aug 11th direct sag 2nd calming family-fin n advisory opportunities,
trine aries 6th for health-employment, trine leo 10th for career n success;

Sat past 4-5m retro towards mars-sag 2nd, family-finances under stress;
turns direct cap from tomorrow sept 18th relieving 2nd house;

sat return over natal sat needing long-term life decisions; seeking change/transfer;
sat elevated aspect libra 12th for foreign lands;



do ack promptly, discuss salient pointwise feedbacks, how true-insightful-relevant,
traits-talents-health-life trends-remedies-ideas to pick, etc etc


wishing well, kshantaram

eekndyn said:

Just a question. Is there someone within the program or university you could work with to redo what caused you to not pass?

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Hi

I failed my final paper presentation, because in the actual paper I wrote did not follow the proper rules for quotation. That was their explanation. They should have let me know about the problem before I got in the room to do the presentation. It was..not nice..to say the least.
The professor that helped me with the paper is also the dean, so it's tricky. He is going to be in every single committee and I honestly don;t know if I will get a pass from him.