Kenoshamaensa
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Ooops, I skipped this one.
Perhaps.
Wow. Sort of ironic. But having broken my ankle twice, I know what a pain in the neck it is.
Now that also seems to be similar to my own experiences with Pluto transits. They're less about others than about me/my interactions with others. By contrast, Saturn transits seem to manifest more concretely (although not always).
I think much of the problem is simply having had previous supports removed (against my will) by a divorce, and trying to rebuild from that, but having little success, in part due to circumstances that I can't change. (Or I could change them, but in a "cut off my nose to spite my face" reaction. Better to find ways to change these things in smaller ways.)
I wonder now, after your recent posts, whether maybe the answers you seek are not in your external circumstances, but in "inner work."
Perhaps.
If I might share two personal examples.... I have always truly loved the Great Outdoors, and I have been a spiritual person who never found any particular faith to be truly compelling. But I have wanted to have that sense of security and belonging. In 2006 my husband and I were hiking in a provincial park, and the belief came to me very forcefully that I could best worship God through my profound appreciation of nature. Walking in beautiful places, in fact, inspired my deepest sense of connection with the divine.
About half an hour after that wonderful revelation, I slipped on some ice, broke my ankle, and was in a cast for several months thereafter. Subsequently the osteoarthritis in my knees flared up. I had arthroscopy last year, and a full knee replacement a month ago. I still get around with a walker.
Wow. Sort of ironic. But having broken my ankle twice, I know what a pain in the neck it is.
During a recent transit of transiting Pluto semi-square sun, I got embroiled (predictably) in some disputes with some individuals who seemed very underhanded and Plutonian. After a while of this power dynamic, I recalled the work of Eckhart Tolle (The Power of Now) who says that most of what we fuss ourselves about is really ego-centred. It occured to me that 98% of the problem with these people was really ego-activated. Once I just let it go, life got a lot happier, and those guys sort of went away. I think that was my sun-Pluto lesson: not ego battles, but ego release.
Now that also seems to be similar to my own experiences with Pluto transits. They're less about others than about me/my interactions with others. By contrast, Saturn transits seem to manifest more concretely (although not always).
If I can make comparisons with your life, maybe you've got attachments that really don't support you. If life gives us a metaphorical "broken ankle" maybe it's a wake-up call to de-materialize our desires, and to focus more on our inner growth. Maybe your soul is up to something more than your material circumstances and career goals. If you can find out what you are really about, once you let go of your externalities, what do you see?
Life is short, and the person with the most toys (dollars, achievements, possessions, relationships, &c) doesn't necessarily win.
I think much of the problem is simply having had previous supports removed (against my will) by a divorce, and trying to rebuild from that, but having little success, in part due to circumstances that I can't change. (Or I could change them, but in a "cut off my nose to spite my face" reaction. Better to find ways to change these things in smaller ways.)