Thanks a lot...what I understood is that there is still hope for me š
For you, there is a triple chance as I wrote it concerning the fertil signs. Maybe the problem will be this Moon/Uranus position in your first house and suarring the Sun in the 10th.
In your case I'd start an horary chart for your question, that could be very helpful. And remember, no birth chart is a fate, it must not be like this but it can be, you understand?