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Hi, this is my birthchart done in equal house...usually use koch or whole house but getting confusing.
My question is that ive always searched for God or truth and have got into buddhism, tao, yoga, christianity, non-duality on and on....
I always think I have found the truth whenever I get deeply into something only to find after a few months or however long that I get bored or change my mind and no longer know what I believe anymore.
I used to be a practising christian years ago and put my astrology aside believing it was wrong and went full pelt into it, only after a year I started rebelling and had other ideas I wanted to explore, so left the church and turned my back on christianity.
I came back to astrology, yoga and non-duality but after a couple years started getting anxious as to what the 'truth' was and needed something more concrete to practise my faith and worship. I started going back to church and got heavily into jesus again and thought that was it, I had refound my faith...once again leaving astrology behind..that was a year ago, now im getting curious again...I havent left my faith behind but am wanting to explore different avenues again and pick up other threads of thought.
I know my neptune opposes moon which leads to confusion in thought and feelings. I think my neptune being afflicted is the main culprit and my sun in 8th shows my love of the occult or religions.
Can anyone help me fathom out how I can find more consistency in what I believe as I want to ground my faith in something and stop being so confused and inconsistent in who I am or what I believe. I really need to set my belief on something solid. Why cant I stick to chritianity and stop asking questions????
Im tired of searching for answers:sad:
sorry guys Ive just realised that Im having trouble pasting my chart, it is on here but I cannot open it...anyone know how? I did read the forum help but it hasnt worked. I clicked paste and only words came up
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Hi, this is my birthchart done in equal house...usually use koch or whole house but getting confusing.
My question is that ive always searched for God or truth and have got into buddhism, tao, yoga, christianity, non-duality on and on....
I always think I have found the truth whenever I get deeply into something only to find after a few months or however long that I get bored or change my mind and no longer know what I believe anymore.
I used to be a practising christian years ago and put my astrology aside believing it was wrong and went full pelt into it, only after a year I started rebelling and had other ideas I wanted to explore, so left the church and turned my back on christianity.
I came back to astrology, yoga and non-duality but after a couple years started getting anxious as to what the 'truth' was and needed something more concrete to practise my faith and worship. I started going back to church and got heavily into jesus again and thought that was it, I had refound my faith...once again leaving astrology behind..that was a year ago, now im getting curious again...I havent left my faith behind but am wanting to explore different avenues again and pick up other threads of thought.
I know my neptune opposes moon which leads to confusion in thought and feelings. I think my neptune being afflicted is the main culprit and my sun in 8th shows my love of the occult or religions.
Can anyone help me fathom out how I can find more consistency in what I believe as I want to ground my faith in something and stop being so confused and inconsistent in who I am or what I believe. I really need to set my belief on something solid. Why cant I stick to chritianity and stop asking questions????
Im tired of searching for answers:sad:
sorry guys Ive just realised that Im having trouble pasting my chart, it is on here but I cannot open it...anyone know how? I did read the forum help but it hasnt worked. I clicked paste and only words came up
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