Hi,
I am curious about what makes these things happen in my life? What would be your opinion?
The situation is following:
Pluto transit approaching Moon conjunction (but still 5!!! degrees apart)
Saturn seperating Moon conjunction(1 degree orb)
Pluto separating Mercury square (1 degree orb)
The events:
Very deep, sad, strssfull and painful emotions
My dad passed away. My mum stayed alone and we decided to move (my current family) to live with her.
I cant accept and bond with one of my kids for years (adoptive child). My brother got really angry about it (that my attitude is not the same for all kids and the child is suffering and started literally follow me in every room and talking talking talking(i dont know what his purpose was but he saw that he is driving me crazy but didnt stop. I asked him to leave but he didnt close the door. It was late night but i was so desperate i asked all my three kids to dress up as we are leaving that house. All kids and my mother started crying and begging to stay but i was not capable of staying. When brother saw our mother suffering he promissed he will not follow and not talk constantly about it. He didnt next day.
Please dont judge me. I feel very lonely, my marriage is not well, i am not a good mother not to adoptive and not to bological children and i cant change it! My kids love me but they never want to play games or have fun with me because i am so saturnian.
[please attach a transit chart or a link to a transit chart from a link site - Moderator]
I am curious about what makes these things happen in my life? What would be your opinion?
The situation is following:
Pluto transit approaching Moon conjunction (but still 5!!! degrees apart)
Saturn seperating Moon conjunction(1 degree orb)
Pluto separating Mercury square (1 degree orb)
The events:
Very deep, sad, strssfull and painful emotions
My dad passed away. My mum stayed alone and we decided to move (my current family) to live with her.
I cant accept and bond with one of my kids for years (adoptive child). My brother got really angry about it (that my attitude is not the same for all kids and the child is suffering and started literally follow me in every room and talking talking talking(i dont know what his purpose was but he saw that he is driving me crazy but didnt stop. I asked him to leave but he didnt close the door. It was late night but i was so desperate i asked all my three kids to dress up as we are leaving that house. All kids and my mother started crying and begging to stay but i was not capable of staying. When brother saw our mother suffering he promissed he will not follow and not talk constantly about it. He didnt next day.
Please dont judge me. I feel very lonely, my marriage is not well, i am not a good mother not to adoptive and not to bological children and i cant change it! My kids love me but they never want to play games or have fun with me because i am so saturnian.
[please attach a transit chart or a link to a transit chart from a link site - Moderator]
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