Everything Going Down And Im Trapped In

kedisiva

kedisiva

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Hi,
Like for 10 months, I feel like everything is going down in my life. I lost my best friend, other friends of mine stabbed me from back, I lost someone imported to me. I am trying to focus on my college but seems like it is not going well too. MY family is another problem for me. I don't know what should I do and for how long it will keep going like that.
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waybread

waybread

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Life always has its ups and downs, but when you are young and in a "down" period, it is hard to realize that life will get better, if you give it time.

You have an interesting configuration of moon-Neptune square Mercury in the 7th house. While this should give you a rich imagination, the 7th house has two very different meanings. One is the house of committed relationships such as marriage. The other is the house of "open enemies," meaning the ones you know about, vs. the secretive back-stabbers. So throughout life, it will be important to make sure that you do not create enemies unnecessarily by criticizing them or thinking the worst of them when the truth might actually be more positive. Moon-Neptune is highly imaginative, which can be good in a creative field, but it isn't so realistic, so you may tend to feel that a relationship is in worse shape than it really is.

You have a couple of indicators that you tend to be very hard on yourself (sun conjunct Saturn, Chiron conjunct ascendant, Mars retrograde) so it will also be important not to be your own worst critic. You don't have to beat yourself up every time you think you made a mistake.

Your family looks to be a bit troubled. Possibly your childhood was disruptive or you were subject to criticism and you felt insecure about it. But you have the capacity to distance yourself emotionally from whatever turmoil is going on with your family now. You owe your family love and allegiance but you don't have to get involved in their personal problems. With your sun/Saturn/Venus in the sign of independent Aries, you need to be the "woman warrior" and not let other people (like traditional family members) tell you how to run your life.

Is their a counselor at your college who could give you advice on your courses? Sometimes students don't do well because of poor study habits, insufficient preparation for the level of difficulty of the classes,, or simply because they feel too stressed about personal issues to apply themselves. If you can determine why you are not doing well now, you can get a better idea of how to address the problems.
 
kedisiva

kedisiva

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waybread said:
Life always has its ups and downs, but when you are young and in a "down" period, it is hard to realize that life will get better, if you give it time.

You have an interesting configuration of moon-Neptune square Mercury in the 7th house. While this should give you a rich imagination, the 7th house has two very different meanings. One is the house of committed relationships such as marriage. The other is the house of "open enemies," meaning the ones you know about, vs. the secretive back-stabbers. So throughout life, it will be important to make sure that you do not create enemies unnecessarily by criticizing them or thinking the worst of them when the truth might actually be more positive. Moon-Neptune is highly imaginative, which can be good in a creative field, but it isn't so realistic, so you may tend to feel that a relationship is in worse shape than it really is.

You have a couple of indicators that you tend to be very hard on yourself (sun conjunct Saturn, Chiron conjunct ascendant, Mars retrograde) so it will also be important not to be your own worst critic. You don't have to beat yourself up every time you think you made a mistake.

Your family looks to be a bit troubled. Possibly your childhood was disruptive or you were subject to criticism and you felt insecure about it. But you have the capacity to distance yourself emotionally from whatever turmoil is going on with your family now. You owe your family love and allegiance but you don't have to get involved in their personal problems. With your sun/Saturn/Venus in the sign of independent Aries, you need to be the "woman warrior" and not let other people (like traditional family members) tell you how to run your life.

Is their a counselor at your college who could give you advice on your courses? Sometimes students don't do well because of poor study habits, insufficient preparation for the level of difficulty of the classes,, or simply because they feel too stressed about personal issues to apply themselves. If you can determine why you are not doing well now, you can get a better idea of how to address the problems.
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Thank you so much for reading. It may help so well to understanding myself :)
 
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kshantaram

Premium Member
kedisiva said:
Hi,

Like for 10 months, I feel like everything is going down in my life.
I lost my best friend, other friends of mine stabbed me from back, I lost someone imported to me.
I am trying to focus on my college but seems like it is not going well too.
MY family is another problem for me.
I don't know what should I do and for how long it will keep going like that. Thanks.
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sat now transit sag 2nd, 12th from moon, phase-1 of the 7.5yrs sat transits,
family-fin under emotional stress, tending to earnings in distant lands,
sat aspect own cap 4th, protective of domestic comforts-property,
but not good for health of mother probably;
sat sag aspect mars-rahu virgo 11th, impacting finances-friends-relationship;

mars-rahu virgo 11th, techno and foreign gains, critical thinking,
rise-fall, calling for ancestor worship, fast No-moon evenings-milk/fruits;

ketu separative node pisces 5th, hyper-sensitive, spiritual,
pain-injury heart-stomach-feet, detachment from romance-children-position;

rahu past 1.5yr transit natal mars-rahu 11th, gains from foreigners;

currently ketu transit jup-acq 4th, detachment from mother-motherland,
pain-injury-surgery heart-lungs-liver etc;
prayers offering red flowers tues mornings;

leo inimical for libra asc, career-recognition under stress-delay;
rahu now transit inimical leo 10th, career under stress, coming 1.5yr;
light camphor daily morning;


sat sooner later transit cap-moon 3rd coming 2.5yrs,
good for initiative-progress, but emotionally stressed;
sat cap elevated aspect libra 12th supportive of foreign lands, expenses;

sun-venus-sat debilated impulsive aries 6th, for health-employment,
power of personality and charm, aptitude for social service,
able to cope with challenges, good at govt liaison;
debilation of sat cancelled, gradual improvements and growth;
observe fast sat evenings;

jup transit libra aspect sun-venus-sat 6th past one year,
misjudgments and missed opportunities health-employment;


natal moon aspect own cancer 9th protective of luck-higher edu-travels;
moon cap ambitious-hardworking-event management;

jup lord 5th sooner later transit scorpio first, research-occult aptitudes,
jup scorpio trine own pisces 5th, supportive of luck-edu-position;
and trine elevated aspect over cancer 9th for luck-higher edu-father-travels;
prayers to saint of your faith, yellow flowers thurs evenings;


hope information enables take stock as relevant,
do share pointwise feedbacks true-untrue-insightful-useful-prospective etc,
focus on the planetary outcomes how true etc, ignore technical references;

wishing better from jup transit scorpio sooner to hope for,
while manage sat-rahu-ketu transits, a mixed bag,
sat transit own cap 3rd good for initiative - manageable;


kshantaram
 
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VirgoSun1978

Banned
Transiting Saturn has been stationed at 21 Sagittarius for quite a while now which is square to your natal Mars. This is a very frustrating aspect that makes it hard to get ahead. Saturn is still at 21, but it will soon move past the square to your Mars and things should get better for you over the next couple of months or so.
 
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Sagittarius Jupiter

Well-known member
kedisiva said:
Hi,
Like for 10 months, I feel like everything is going down in my life. I lost my best friend, other friends of mine stabbed me from back, I lost someone imported to me. I am trying to focus on my college but seems like it is not going well too. MY family is another problem for me. I don't know what should I do and for how long it will keep going like that.
Thanks.
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Hi,
I hope you have a fine life in one year from now! :)
I think everything is going to get better! :)
Just believe in it!
Your horoscope indicates that you have some problems!
Saturn in 6th house; Moon in 3rd house... This indicates problems with family and work! They're too hard! You need patience and thoroughness. You have Neptunian illusions in your surroundings. You believe your surroundings are too hard for you! You also believe your work life is too hard for you.
Lastly, your family life should be good sometimes, when they (family and friends who are close and deep) are unique and individualistic.
Your career is very good! It has to do with houses, psychology or family! :)

Your ascendant is not perfect, due to its location in the zodiac (relative to the planets). You should maybe relocate!

:) May I ask what you study in college? (I can help you with that.)
Your college life needs to be good! You need a good college life always! :)
Have hope! Your money ought to be good! :)
I think you will have a great life in 10 years!

Your communications are often bad! You need to pray a lot. (for your communications to get better)

What music do you like?

You have a good family!

Be careful with foreign-country travels! :( (they can be hard.)

What colors do you like? Yellow?
 
kedisiva

kedisiva

Member
kshantaram said:
sat now transit sag 2nd, 12th from moon, phase-1 of the 7.5yrs sat transits,
family-fin under emotional stress, tending to earnings in distant lands,
sat aspect own cap 4th, protective of domestic comforts-property,
but not good for health of mother probably;
sat sag aspect mars-rahu virgo 11th, impacting finances-friends-relationship;

mars-rahu virgo 11th, techno and foreign gains, critical thinking,
rise-fall, calling for ancestor worship, fast No-moon evenings-milk/fruits;

ketu separative node pisces 5th, hyper-sensitive, spiritual,
pain-injury heart-stomach-feet, detachment from romance-children-position;

rahu past 1.5yr transit natal mars-rahu 11th, gains from foreigners;

currently ketu transit jup-acq 4th, detachment from mother-motherland,
pain-injury-surgery heart-lungs-liver etc;
prayers offering red flowers tues mornings;

leo inimical for libra asc, career-recognition under stress-delay;
rahu now transit inimical leo 10th, career under stress, coming 1.5yr;
light camphor daily morning;


sat sooner later transit cap-moon 3rd coming 2.5yrs,
good for initiative-progress, but emotionally stressed;
sat cap elevated aspect libra 12th supportive of foreign lands, expenses;

sun-venus-sat debilated impulsive aries 6th, for health-employment,
power of personality and charm, aptitude for social service,
able to cope with challenges, good at govt liaison;
debilation of sat cancelled, gradual improvements and growth;
observe fast sat evenings;

jup transit libra aspect sun-venus-sat 6th past one year,
misjudgments and missed opportunities health-employment;


natal moon aspect own cancer 9th protective of luck-higher edu-travels;
moon cap ambitious-hardworking-event management;

jup lord 5th sooner later transit scorpio first, research-occult aptitudes,
jup scorpio trine own pisces 5th, supportive of luck-edu-position;
and trine elevated aspect over cancer 9th for luck-higher edu-father-travels;
prayers to saint of your faith, yellow flowers thurs evenings;


hope information enables take stock as relevant,
do share pointwise feedbacks true-untrue-insightful-useful-prospective etc,
focus on the planetary outcomes how true etc, ignore technical references;

wishing better from jup transit scorpio sooner to hope for,
while manage sat-rahu-ketu transits, a mixed bag,
sat transit own cap 3rd good for initiative - manageable;


kshantaram
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Thank you so much for your help :)
 
kedisiva

kedisiva

Member
VirgoSun1978 said:
Transiting Saturn has been stationed at 21 Sagittarius for quite a while now which is square to your natal Mars. This is a very frustrating aspect that makes it hard to get ahead. Saturn is still at 21, but it will soon move past the square to your Mars and things should get better for you over the next couple of months or so.
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Thank you for your help :)
 
kedisiva

kedisiva

Member
Sagittarius Jupiter said:
Hi,
I hope you have a fine life in one year from now! :)
I think everything is going to get better! :)
Just believe in it!
Your horoscope indicates that you have some problems!
Saturn in 6th house; Moon in 3rd house... This indicates problems with family and work! They're too hard! You need patience and thoroughness. You have Neptunian illusions in your surroundings. You believe your surroundings are too hard for you! You also believe your work life is too hard for you.
Lastly, your family life should be good sometimes, when they (family and friends who are close and deep) are unique and individualistic.
Your career is very good! It has to do with houses, psychology or family! :)

Your ascendant is not perfect, due to its location in the zodiac (relative to the planets). You should maybe relocate!

:) May I ask what you study in college? (I can help you with that.)
Your college life needs to be good! You need a good college life always! :)
Have hope! Your money ought to be good! :)
I think you will have a great life in 10 years!

Your communications are often bad! You need to pray a lot. (for your communications to get better)

What music do you like?

You have a good family!

Be careful with foreign-country travels! :( (they can be hard.)

What colors do you like? Yellow?
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Hi thank you so much for your help.

Im a machine engineering student at 3rd class but in the same time Im studying nanotechnology and material engineering too.

For music Im a type of 'I listen everything' but normally I prefer classic or jazz.

My favorite color is red :)

I was planning a foreign country travel. Good to be warned.

Thanks again :)
 
theV

theV

Well-known member
The coming next years are going to be better when Jupiter transit the 1st house in which abundance of luck and opportunity would be offered to you. There will be some expansion in your social circle, confidence and maybe opportunity in higher education
 
kedisiva

kedisiva

Member
kshantaram said:
appreciate the so prompt ack again. curious of your studied feedbacks on the various details.
hope found the reading effort helpful-insightful.
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Most of them are true I can say.

Especially;
"mars-rahu virgo 11th, techno and foreign gains, critical thinking,
rise-fall, calling for ancestor worship, fast No-moon evenings-milk/fruits;

leo inimical for libra asc, career-recognition under stress-delay;
rahu now transit inimical leo 10th, career under stress, coming 1.5yr;
light camphor daily morning;"

"natal moon aspect own cancer 9th protective of luck-higher edu-travels;
moon cap ambitious-hardworking-event management;" I have plans but I dont know whats gonna happen yet.

"rahu past 1.5yr transit natal mars-rahu 11th, gains from foreigners;" I think I can say this part is true too because there is a teacher is helping to me so much.

"currently ketu transit jup-acq 4th, detachment from mother-motherland,
pain-injury-surgery heart-lungs-liver etc;" My uncle died a few weeks ago and Im interpreting pain as emotional and beacuse of this situation my mom is not coming home home so I think this is true too.

"ketu separative node pisces 5th, hyper-sensitive, spiritual,
pain-injury heart-stomach-feet, detachment from romance-children-position;" I lost someone important to me months ago but it still hurts the same like it was the first day. So Its true.

Actually only parts I cant say that true are the ones that I havent lived yet.

Thanks for your reading :)
 
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kshantaram

Premium Member
Glad you returned with studied feedbacks.

Could have been proactive without much prompting,
acknowledging the effort in going into the details of the reading.

A mere thank you leaves one high and dry,
whether the reading effort was of any specific value.

wishing you well,


kshantaram
 
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kshantaram

Premium Member
kshantaram said:
hope enables review as relevant now,
do share pointwise feedbacks true-untrue-insightful-useful-prospective etc,
focus on the planetary outcomes how true etc, ignore technical references;


past 2.5yrs sat transit sag 2nd, 12th from moon, phase-1 of the 7.5yrs sat transits,
family-fin under emotional stress, tending to earnings in distant lands,
sat aspect own cap 4th, protective of domestic comforts-property,
but not good for health of mother probably;
sat sag aspect mars-rahu virgo 11th, impacting finances-friends-relationship;


mars-rahu virgo 11th, techno and foreign gains, critical thinking,
rise-fall, calling for ancestor worship, fast No-moon evenings-milk/fruits;

ketu separative node pisces 5th, hyper-sensitive, spiritual,
pain-injury heart-stomach-feet, detachment from romance-children-position;

rahu past 1.5yr transit natal mars-rahu 11th, gains from foreigners;

currently ketu transit jup-acq 4th, detachment from mother-motherland,
pain-injury-surgery heart-lungs-liver etc;
prayers offering red flowers tues mornings;

leo inimical for libra asc, career-recognition under stress-delay;
rahu now transit inimical leo 10th, career under stress, coming 1.5yr;
light camphor daily morning;


sat now transit cap-moon 3rd coming 2.5yrs,
good for initiative-progress, but emotionally stressed;
sat cap elevated aspect libra 12th supportive of foreign lands, expenses;

sun-venus-sat debilated impulsive aries 6th, for health-employment,
power of personality and charm, aptitude for social service,
able to cope with challenges, good at govt liaison;
debilation of sat cancelled, gradual improvements and growth;
observe fast sat evenings;

jup transit libra aspect sun-venus-sat 6th past one year,
misjudgments and missed opportunities health-employment;


natal moon aspect own cancer 9th protective of luck-higher edu-travels;
moon cap ambitious-hardworking-event management;

jup lord 5th now transit scorpio first, research-occult aptitudes,
jup scorpio trine own pisces 5th, supportive of luck-edu-position;
and trine elevated aspect over cancer 9th for luck-higher edu-father-travels;
prayers to saint of your faith, yellow flowers thurs evenings;

wishing better from jup transit scorpio now to hope for,
while manage sat-rahu-ketu transits, a mixed bag,
sat transit own cap 3rd good for initiative - manageable;


kshantaram
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