Hello, I recently found out about the recolation chart and I realised I was born on Saturn/MC Line (I have saturn conjunct midheaven in the natal chart)
When I was little my family moved to a country in europe where again I was on the Saturn/DS Line.
Years ago I felt the urge to live in England London, I went back and forward for a couple of years I just couldnt get over it until one day I just didnt want more and left the country.
After it I moved to Paris since I also felt like I had to.
My experience in London was much harder and lonely with many different and some difficult experience but I kinda felt fullfiled, in Paris was lonely sometimes but much much more easier and pleasent but still many learning experiences and yes quite painfull but I believe its because I did wrong! didnt learn the lesson so I feel like I am actually learning from the experiences little by little.
When I check those cities out I see both are connected unther the Saturn/DS Line too.
I feel like this is quite meaningfull, is it because I have such strong saturn on my natal chart like Saturn conjuct midheaven?
They always tell you to avoid Saturn but while I am thinking to try to live in a place with more pleasent aspects Paris keeps comming to my mind like if I have still some bussiness to finish there. Before I felt clearly where I wanted to live (London and Paris) but now I dont.
I feel silly to return to the place where most people avoids (the saturn line) I want to take care of myself so I am not sure if I am not being too hard with myself.
Can you give me your opinion about the matter? thank you for reading me and your time
When I was little my family moved to a country in europe where again I was on the Saturn/DS Line.
Years ago I felt the urge to live in England London, I went back and forward for a couple of years I just couldnt get over it until one day I just didnt want more and left the country.
After it I moved to Paris since I also felt like I had to.
My experience in London was much harder and lonely with many different and some difficult experience but I kinda felt fullfiled, in Paris was lonely sometimes but much much more easier and pleasent but still many learning experiences and yes quite painfull but I believe its because I did wrong! didnt learn the lesson so I feel like I am actually learning from the experiences little by little.
When I check those cities out I see both are connected unther the Saturn/DS Line too.
I feel like this is quite meaningfull, is it because I have such strong saturn on my natal chart like Saturn conjuct midheaven?
They always tell you to avoid Saturn but while I am thinking to try to live in a place with more pleasent aspects Paris keeps comming to my mind like if I have still some bussiness to finish there. Before I felt clearly where I wanted to live (London and Paris) but now I dont.
I feel silly to return to the place where most people avoids (the saturn line) I want to take care of myself so I am not sure if I am not being too hard with myself.
Can you give me your opinion about the matter? thank you for reading me and your time
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