love-thinking
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I know there is an overall obsession with pluto already. I have sun conjunct moon conjunct mercury conjunct pluto in the 12th in the same sign as my ascendent.
I don't want to make another pluto post but I'm in serious need of spiritual advice.
I have done research and found it prominant in evil people, rape victims(mars and venus-pluto). Also this could be anecdotal but at least 3 charts, pluto was in the 12th for adopted people but in the same sign as the asc. Moon pluto and sun pluto was also common.
I felt the need to do this for the following reasons:
My life is filled with anger, rage, guilt, shame, depression, neuroticism, a need to have it all together, and with a need to be my ideal version of a good person until I'm taken advantage of to a point where it's taken too far.
I don't know what to do. I haven't even had pluto transits but every year is a tragic event waiting to happen.
If I get strong (achieve goals, perfect my life), I put up with jealousy. If I'm vulnerable, I deal with invalidation, but honestly **** that I've been through (and I get that others have been through similar stuff), IS ****** UP. I can't get over it. I just can't and I don't know what to do.
So the simple question here is, how do you rise above pluto? What do you do? Because I can't seem to think of anything.
I don't want this kill or be killed energy in my life? Why is everything in my life a powerplay?
I don't want to make another pluto post but I'm in serious need of spiritual advice.
I have done research and found it prominant in evil people, rape victims(mars and venus-pluto). Also this could be anecdotal but at least 3 charts, pluto was in the 12th for adopted people but in the same sign as the asc. Moon pluto and sun pluto was also common.
I felt the need to do this for the following reasons:
My life is filled with anger, rage, guilt, shame, depression, neuroticism, a need to have it all together, and with a need to be my ideal version of a good person until I'm taken advantage of to a point where it's taken too far.
I don't know what to do. I haven't even had pluto transits but every year is a tragic event waiting to happen.
If I get strong (achieve goals, perfect my life), I put up with jealousy. If I'm vulnerable, I deal with invalidation, but honestly **** that I've been through (and I get that others have been through similar stuff), IS ****** UP. I can't get over it. I just can't and I don't know what to do.
So the simple question here is, how do you rise above pluto? What do you do? Because I can't seem to think of anything.
I don't want this kill or be killed energy in my life? Why is everything in my life a powerplay?