Few months ago I was seeing a guy and his Saturn was conjunct my Venus.. oh, gosh! I hated it
so much... soooo much.
It felt like he is so insecure and even scared of me, haha. And he was so cold and distanced and wanted to take everything like SUPER SLOW regards any commitment (and I was not even wanting to commit at that point, Venus in Aquarius, hello). He even said that he is not used to being so close to someone, that we should take it slow. And I was not even super affectionate, what he was scared about was that I was open and wanted him to be open as well. He was so guarded.
But I was kind of attacking him as well with my strong personality, I am not denying that (cap Sun conj Uranus).
At the end of the day - he made me feel so unwanted. He was all the time hiding in his work. Working till 8 every day.
He also used to say - why I never support anything that he does. And that he feels like I will just get bored of him and leave him.
And in the beginning he used to say to me all the time that he likes me, and complained that I have never said that I like him, and that he doesn't even know if I like him. And that he feels like I don't even like him that much, that I just need him.
And I used to say that I don't feel like he likes me.
I honestly didn't feel, I felt like he is so not interested in me, and never understood why he keeps meeting me.
Anyway. I would never want to be with someone like that ever.
Life is too short to wait for someone to open up, just to find in the end that it was something not worth waiting for.
[I have a stellium (6 planets) in capricorn + DSC in Cap, but no way, **** this] I want excitement, depth and passion. [8th house Venus]