pisceskitty
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During that difficult transit from Pluto to my Moon, I was also dealing with transiting Pluto sqaure my Mercury..Now mind you, I was born with Pluto opp. Mercury! Transiting Pluto was also squaring my natal Sun.
I was feeling things deeply. I felt paranoid, Like people were out to get me. I would not reveal anything to anyone. I just would not open up. So I wound up getting these really bad skin eruptions. I felt like I was going crazy at times. I had a love/hate relationship wih my grandmother. She was really overbearing, and controlling. My mother was very child-like. She still is. innocent almost. Like I said in my earlier post, I am totally obsessed with my mother. Though she was not in my life, she was all I thought about. I am also obsessed with being/becoming a mother. I had more baby dolls than any little girl in New York city! Being a mother means everything to me. I cannot imagine not having children.
I try to give my own child as much space as possible. I do worry about him alot. I am trying to work on not being so clingly with him. I realize certain patterns, and I DO NOT want to repeat them with my own children. My mother has revealed to me not too long ago, that her own mother was cold, and she never felt wanted or loved by her.
I find it interesting that my son was born with his Moon[7h] sextile Pluto, and sextile Uranus. Having him, has helped me see, that ceratin patterns can be broken. I look forward to my future with my son. And hopefully, one day, God will bless me with another one.
As far as relationships with women, I have always had good relations with them. I was raised in a home with nothing but women. I never met my father, so there were no men around. I am very protective of women, and issues concerning women. When I was a little girl, I wanted to be a midwife.
I was feeling things deeply. I felt paranoid, Like people were out to get me. I would not reveal anything to anyone. I just would not open up. So I wound up getting these really bad skin eruptions. I felt like I was going crazy at times. I had a love/hate relationship wih my grandmother. She was really overbearing, and controlling. My mother was very child-like. She still is. innocent almost. Like I said in my earlier post, I am totally obsessed with my mother. Though she was not in my life, she was all I thought about. I am also obsessed with being/becoming a mother. I had more baby dolls than any little girl in New York city! Being a mother means everything to me. I cannot imagine not having children.
I try to give my own child as much space as possible. I do worry about him alot. I am trying to work on not being so clingly with him. I realize certain patterns, and I DO NOT want to repeat them with my own children. My mother has revealed to me not too long ago, that her own mother was cold, and she never felt wanted or loved by her.
I find it interesting that my son was born with his Moon[7h] sextile Pluto, and sextile Uranus. Having him, has helped me see, that ceratin patterns can be broken. I look forward to my future with my son. And hopefully, one day, God will bless me with another one.
As far as relationships with women, I have always had good relations with them. I was raised in a home with nothing but women. I never met my father, so there were no men around. I am very protective of women, and issues concerning women. When I was a little girl, I wanted to be a midwife.
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