Lykanized
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I wanted to make a thread about this aspect as I don't see any other threads on it and it seems like a particularly deep one. I personally have my Chiron in the 12th house in Leo. I can take a stab that this probably relate to my selfesteem issues, but I know it has to mean a lot more too
I found this....
Pluto square Chiron
"You have very deep emotional experiences that force you to face your issues about power, intimacy and loss. You have some very difficult choices to make regarding the use of your power. You may be strongly inclined to challenge all sexual taboos and rules, and to embrace your shadow side. Self-healing depends upon squarely facing your obsessions, attachments and buried rage, otherwise you may be strongly inclined to hoard and misuse your power, acting out your unresolved feelings in potentially destructive ways. If you do your deep psychological �work� you can become a powerful force for healing and awakening..." [Moderator edit of quote over 100 words]
I believe I've gone through some of this, altho I'd be foolish to think I've felt it all. What I know is that if I'm not careful, darkness can take over and I become driven by the need for power no matter how I can get it. I'm very rebellious by nature and at my darkest, it can result in an all out rebellion against everything, perhaps even life itself. So I have to be conscious. I relate to that buried rage and obsessions and I've ruined relationships because of my issues with self esteem and acting them out in destructive ways. But I've been doing a lot of work on myself since I became aware of this part of me and I've been able to stave away the darkness taking over, but selfesteem feels like a mountain I don't even know where to begin climbing sometimes
Anyone else have experience with it?
What I find invigorating about it is that it indicates power for healing others. My Pluto is Scorpio in my 3rd house which already indicates power with words, but in particular, I want to heal and transform people. At my darkest, I may misuse my words for power by hurting others, but I've been working on that too. My Pluto also trines my Sun in Cancer in 11th house of community and others. So I'm really hoping that though this is a dark aspect, in the end, if I do all the emotional and spiritual work, I'll be able to help others through writing
I found this....
Pluto square Chiron
"You have very deep emotional experiences that force you to face your issues about power, intimacy and loss. You have some very difficult choices to make regarding the use of your power. You may be strongly inclined to challenge all sexual taboos and rules, and to embrace your shadow side. Self-healing depends upon squarely facing your obsessions, attachments and buried rage, otherwise you may be strongly inclined to hoard and misuse your power, acting out your unresolved feelings in potentially destructive ways. If you do your deep psychological �work� you can become a powerful force for healing and awakening..." [Moderator edit of quote over 100 words]
I believe I've gone through some of this, altho I'd be foolish to think I've felt it all. What I know is that if I'm not careful, darkness can take over and I become driven by the need for power no matter how I can get it. I'm very rebellious by nature and at my darkest, it can result in an all out rebellion against everything, perhaps even life itself. So I have to be conscious. I relate to that buried rage and obsessions and I've ruined relationships because of my issues with self esteem and acting them out in destructive ways. But I've been doing a lot of work on myself since I became aware of this part of me and I've been able to stave away the darkness taking over, but selfesteem feels like a mountain I don't even know where to begin climbing sometimes
Anyone else have experience with it?
What I find invigorating about it is that it indicates power for healing others. My Pluto is Scorpio in my 3rd house which already indicates power with words, but in particular, I want to heal and transform people. At my darkest, I may misuse my words for power by hurting others, but I've been working on that too. My Pluto also trines my Sun in Cancer in 11th house of community and others. So I'm really hoping that though this is a dark aspect, in the end, if I do all the emotional and spiritual work, I'll be able to help others through writing
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