Astrologers' Community  

Go Back   Astrologers' Community > Welcome! > Read My Chart

Read My Chart If you want to have your astrological chart read and do not post an astrological interpretation along with your chart request, your postings go here. No one is required to read any chart request and it is greatly appreciated if people who have chart requests acknowledge those who were kind enough to answer their request. If you want an astrological chart reading using the Vedic method (square astrological charts), your postings go in the Vedic Astrology forum."Read My Chart" type postings found in the rest of the forum will be moved here.

Thread Tools Display Modes
Prev Previous Post   Next Post Next
Unread 05-02-2021, 06:22 PM
crow crow is offline
Junior Member
Join Date: May 2021
Posts: 3
i feel lost and i'm anxious

Trigger warning: Mental health and oversharing.
English is not my first language, sorry if I make any mistakes. I accept criticism.

I recently learned about the solar return stuff and read that having the sun in the 12th house can be bad? I don't really understand to be honest.

I have a feeling that this year is going to be tough. My mental health has always been bad but lately, it's becoming worse. Last night, I called the suicide hotline. No one answered lol, kinda thought that was a lil funny.

I知 rather worried about my future because of my grades. They weren't as bad as I expected, probably because my teachers are generous at giving grades, but I feel like I could've done better. All my friends got honours for this semester, and I got nothing.

When my mum asked for my card, I couldn't help but feel embarrassed. I knew that she expected more but she said that it didn't matter as long as I didn't get a line of 70 on my card. But deep down, I know she's disappointed.

I always feel like I should be doing more but I don't know. I can't even focus on one thing without getting distracted.

Other kids my age have already achieved so much and I feel like I知 falling behind. Time is moving so fast, and I feel like I知 stuck. I feel like a failure.

I frequently get thoughts like "should I just give up?" but then, I think about my mum and all of the things she has done for me. Even though we're not that close, I love her so much. I want to repay her. Give her all the things she wants, but I can't cause, unfortunately, I'm still a kid.

Whenever I feel overwhelmed by my schoolwork and deadlines, I'd start doing art or would start writing. I try perfecting my art and writing but I always end up feeling unsatisfied and I abandon the project. I'd eventually forget about time and all of my hours for the day is gone and I ignored my academic responsibilities and missed the deadline.

I have no idea why I'm like this. I want to seek help and go to a therapist, but I'm worried about money. I also don't want to tell my mother because she already has problems of her own and telling her that I want to go to a therapist would only add to her stress. I壇 it if someone could explain why I'm like this.

I'm including natal chart, and SR just in case.
Attached Images
File Type: jpg natal hnxs.jpg (45.0 KB, 12 views)
File Type: jpg solardncm.jpg (46.3 KB, 7 views)
Reply With Quote

anxious, feel, lost, understand

Thread Tools
Display Modes

Posting Rules
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

BB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off

Forum Jump

All times are GMT. The time now is 11:17 PM.

Powered by vBulletin® Version 3.8.2
Copyright ©2000 - 2022, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.
Copyright ゥ 2005-2018, Boards' structure and all posts are property of and their respective creators. No part of the messages sent on these boards may be copied without their owners' explicit consent.