Julia Karmic Astrology
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Well,that's good to know.Thank you.
But what I don't understand,what do you mean with "wounds",and how could they manifest in my life? I definitely do recognize myself as a spiritual person,but I know that I'm capable of a lot more than where I am at the moment,so I'm working on that.
I actually don't follow any known Religions in this life,I created my own from the information and experiences I have/had.Of course it will be work in progress for ever because I don't want to limit myself from living a happy and free life,so thats for the religion part.
"Wounding attitude"? So I am/was a douchebag?
"Ethics"?Hmm,well I definitely have a good amount of moral (not religious) ethics,but I think that's just my Virgo moon having some fun while picking the best person possible.
I mean,those are my personal ethics.If somebody is fine with getting sh*tfaced every weekend,that's their thing and I won't be an *** to them,it's their life.
We probably couldn't be friend because I don't want to surround myself with people like them,but I let them live their lifes.
"Connecting to the divine" What would you suggest here? Meditation would be the easiest way,right?
Rik
The chart you posted is somewhat difficult to read, but it appears you have quite a line up of planets and your SN in 9h Sag. This means that a search for meaning has been important to you in many past lives, and is quite important in this life as well. You will be searching for answers and understanding with your rational mind. In past lives you went off on some tangents and were not focused (SN Sag), but the goal is in this life is to spiritualize that learning, to live it every day, and integrate it into your self system (Sag Sun).
Your Virgo Moon is showing us that in recent past lives you were of service, analytical and orderly. Virgo energy is typically not searching for meaning, nor is it adrift. This is energy which has a strong inner belief system already, and is focused upon being out in the field, being of service, rather than pursing theoretical abstractions.
The natal chart shows the karma, past lives and energy brought forward into this life. However because of free will and other influences, it is not possible to determine how each soul will manifest this energy in a current incarnation. But in general a Chronic wound as shown by a 9h and Sag placement and your SN located there as well, we can see many past lives where this soul searched for religious and philosophical meaning. This was the eternal student who suffered for it. For example you may have been involved in a religious order that was victimized because of beliefs. There may have been a feeling that God had abandoned you. There is some sort of karmic pain around these issues, and perhaps you can give this some thought.
In this life it might play out that some sort of belief you hold causes harm to self or others, or blocks growth in this life. With all the Chiron and nodal interaspects this all seems tied up with your current relationship somehow.
Basically we have all been douchebags. Sad to say, but it is the truth. We have all been saints as well as sinners, gone to the light and dark sides of life. We will all evolve eventually, and join the Divine, but there are many lessons and detours along the way. As part of that process we have total free will and our angels and guides will let us dive head first into the gates of Hell if we so desire as part of our learning process.
Meditation is a most excellent way to connect to Spirit, and calm the human self. This along with daily deep breathing. This does not have to be elaborate or difficult. 10 to 15 minutes a day is good. You may want to experiment with other activities as well. Prayer, mindfullness, music. For myself, music pops open the heart chakra. This is energy that can be used for healing self and others.
The situation for you is to explore and understand various belief systems, but at some point it must be integrated into the Self, and turned into daily practice. The Self is to be spiritualized.
To practice a spiritual life is not as difficult as you would think. Most of us are not going to be Mother Teresa, Gandhi, Martin Luther King, etc. We don’t have to be saints to live a more enlightened spiritual life. A goal would be to get up each day, and putting one foot in front of the other, and try to do the right thing. This does not mean being a victim or martyr, or not being human. Most of us are not meant to be Zen Monks, but humans who go about their daily routine of work, raising a family, etc. Two of my friends are earth angels. One is a realtor, the other a beautician. They go out of their way to do a good job, to be helpful and kind. And have helped people who were distraught with issues around their home or hair. This may sound mundane, but it is not. One client was suicidal about her house situation, and the realtor sorted it all out satisfactorily. The beautician has helped women with medically related hair problems, with a great improvement to the client’s self esteem and social interaction. These two friends are not saints, they are human, make mistakes, etc. But overall their presence on the planet is a plus, not a neutral or minus.
Think about this. The current population of the earth is estimated to be 7.6 billion people. What if a tiny fraction of that number, say 1% of the population, 76 million got up every day and tried to do the right thing for that one day, whatever their walk of life or station? I would think it would create positive spirals.
Julia