Dob: april/29/1983
Tob: 12:58 pm DST
Pob: montreal, quebec
My birthday has come and gone and it was a very tough day for me. I didn't want to pity myself and tried to fight it with a smile but I found myself just lost. I was oblivious to previous bdays but this one somehow felt suddenly significant. There's been no movement in my life. I wanted to start studies (online) but my household doesn't make it conducive due to noise level. I can barely get sleep. It would make logical sense for a normal person to move out. But I'm on disability and wanting to embark on a career redirection and this will not be cheap. How in the world can I do this? I want to move out on my own or with a roommate and find my peace so I can better myself. Is this even possible in my chart? I was hoping for a new vehicle but i'm stuck between the choice of a vehicle or moving out. Or possibly neither. I need a change, my heart knows this. Ive never been on my own so this would be the biggest life lesson yet. Will I ever move out? Will I be able to get a car?
Back story: my brother is at peak of his Sade Sati and is making my life like a prisoner. Wont accomodate my needs but I must accomodate his. I tried reasoning with him so i can get some rest and heal but hes very cold and cruel. It seems i have to accomodate everyones needs in this house, but my requests go unheard. Im trying to really suppress my feelings and pray this will blow over. But I have a feeling if I do that, I neglect myself.
Tob: 12:58 pm DST
Pob: montreal, quebec
My birthday has come and gone and it was a very tough day for me. I didn't want to pity myself and tried to fight it with a smile but I found myself just lost. I was oblivious to previous bdays but this one somehow felt suddenly significant. There's been no movement in my life. I wanted to start studies (online) but my household doesn't make it conducive due to noise level. I can barely get sleep. It would make logical sense for a normal person to move out. But I'm on disability and wanting to embark on a career redirection and this will not be cheap. How in the world can I do this? I want to move out on my own or with a roommate and find my peace so I can better myself. Is this even possible in my chart? I was hoping for a new vehicle but i'm stuck between the choice of a vehicle or moving out. Or possibly neither. I need a change, my heart knows this. Ive never been on my own so this would be the biggest life lesson yet. Will I ever move out? Will I be able to get a car?
Back story: my brother is at peak of his Sade Sati and is making my life like a prisoner. Wont accomodate my needs but I must accomodate his. I tried reasoning with him so i can get some rest and heal but hes very cold and cruel. It seems i have to accomodate everyones needs in this house, but my requests go unheard. Im trying to really suppress my feelings and pray this will blow over. But I have a feeling if I do that, I neglect myself.