Hello!
2020 was a complicated year for most people, pandemic and all that... but I actually enjoyed it and did things that I haven't done before. I started a post-graduation course, moved to a new city and met new people.I've always struggled with anxiety, self confidence and my sexuality and I think 2020 was a year that I started to accept myself but it's baby steps for me. I had high hopes for 2021.
I got my post-graduate degree this february and started looking for a job, sadly, it has not being easy, most places do not give me feedback and it's making me such a frustrated person. My post-graduation was expensive and I still had to pay rent/food, I made a big investment. This is worring me and making me depressed.
As I mentioned before, I met a lot of new people last year and I actually got really close to two of them. I've been living with her, it's a good and new friendship, they are also lesbians and I think this is making me more comfortable about my sexuality but I still struggle with it. My parents try not to pressure me about jobs/relationships but I know they are worried and this is not helping me.
I think the years are passing by very quickly and my life is not moving. My school friends are all having children, getting married and in good stable jobs and I don't have any of that. I'm almost 28yo who has never being in a relationship. For a long time, I didn't care about being in love or having a partner but it has changed.
There are days that I feel so hopeless... I just want a job and to be in a health and happy relationship with someone who wants to have a family .
Will my life get better in the coming years? Can you see if i'll be able to get a job?
Are the aspects looking good for relationship/children?
Thank you very much for taking your time to read and help.
2020 was a complicated year for most people, pandemic and all that... but I actually enjoyed it and did things that I haven't done before. I started a post-graduation course, moved to a new city and met new people.I've always struggled with anxiety, self confidence and my sexuality and I think 2020 was a year that I started to accept myself but it's baby steps for me. I had high hopes for 2021.
I got my post-graduate degree this february and started looking for a job, sadly, it has not being easy, most places do not give me feedback and it's making me such a frustrated person. My post-graduation was expensive and I still had to pay rent/food, I made a big investment. This is worring me and making me depressed.
As I mentioned before, I met a lot of new people last year and I actually got really close to two of them. I've been living with her, it's a good and new friendship, they are also lesbians and I think this is making me more comfortable about my sexuality but I still struggle with it. My parents try not to pressure me about jobs/relationships but I know they are worried and this is not helping me.
I think the years are passing by very quickly and my life is not moving. My school friends are all having children, getting married and in good stable jobs and I don't have any of that. I'm almost 28yo who has never being in a relationship. For a long time, I didn't care about being in love or having a partner but it has changed.
There are days that I feel so hopeless... I just want a job and to be in a health and happy relationship with someone who wants to have a family .
Will my life get better in the coming years? Can you see if i'll be able to get a job?
Are the aspects looking good for relationship/children?
Thank you very much for taking your time to read and help.
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