hi geminimoon83
i looked at your composite with a few more symbols.
first off the moon is conjunct it's node within 6 minute of arc degrees. this shows that you and he have very similar emotional responses and at times you seem to take the same breath. it gives an inherent intuitive connection.
juno is square to the moon showing that your really feel close to him especially in a serious and longterm manner.with ceres trine to the moon , you have feelings of caring and nurturing him.
but with neptune opposed to the moon/venus midpoint you are in danger of looking at him thru rose colored glasses, as neptune square to juno bodes ill for a serious relationship as there are complication or decepion that will make this unlikely.
the chart is actually not very romantic beside the inherent psychic connection wit the moon and node.
mars is conjuct to chiron and these are square to the vertex. this shows that he is not the "type' of guy you regularly are attracted to . he is very brash and "in your face" type of guy.
the composite shows saturn conjunct to pluto which is not favoable for emotional intimacy as it is very closed off. though here with saturn/pluto sextile to neptune and trine to the moon, these aspects of emotional distance may be overcome by the innate emotional connection between you. moon trine to satrun is favorable as i shows an underlying harmony, but it does not guarantee this stability will be continous.
but this favorable sextile/trine pattern is up against a very selfish square as saturn/poluto are square to orcus and nessus. this is just very domineering and controlling ,not o mention it is extremely selfish.so selfish that rarely will this lead to a relationship of equal emotional partners. this shows the lack of openess is very deep .
the venus/mars midpoint is opposed to the the neptune/jupiter midpoint which shows ,again, not all is above board.often this shows economic problems in the background and is somewhat duplicitic in itself.
the venus/moon midpoint is opposed to neptune.this again is an aspect of emotional complexity wit a likelyhood of deceptive qualitities. .it certainly adds to he idealistic and romantic feeling between you but ese can be fleeting at best.
the moon/sun midpoint is opposed to the uranus/jupiter conjunction which shows the high energy when you are toehr , but it is a pattern of instabiltiy and breakup. so as tyour moon/sun midpointis involved ,it shows that the relationship will not have the duration that the emotional depth you feel for him would lead you to believe.
sedna and vesta are square to lilth , so there is a feeling of devotion ,respect and truthfulness that strikes you at you deepest emotional sensitivities.
on the other hand the eros/psyche midpoint is opposed to orcus/nessus . this is a idealistic romantic feeling towd an undeserving partner, as you etheric love does not reach him at all.
the moon conjuct i's node is here a dangerous aspec as you emotions are so full and real that you have not sense of his selfishness and conceit.
it is clear thatyour mental connection is as you have said .your minds work overtime .and very incisive and penetrating thoughts have passed between you.when you talk you talk of issues of substanc eand depth, though the conversations . though you may have met early. the mental connection really took off in late february and has conined with this intensity since then.
i do get a feeling that your conversation have become a little bit more contentious recently. it may be that you are starting to find ouit tha onsome issues you have very different attitudes.or it can be that your converstation are becoming more analytical and critical .
eros is conjunct pholous and eris. this is a strong sexual chemistry but it is much more physical than emotional and implies that physical intimacy will not bring greater emotional intimacy.
there is so much in the composite that is extremely selfish .and with neptune showing hidden issues and possible deception, i would be cautious about giving your love to him. currently the relationship is totally mental anyway. i think that in to june and july the relationship will become much more emotional but still, there is instabilty and extreme selfishness.this rarely makes for a longterm relationship.
rahu