shiloh_julia
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what's up with my ex and i?
i just woke up in the middle of the night and felt an extreme impression to make this chart and post it.
i had been in love with one man (Chris) since i was 21 years old, in 2004. almost 6 years to the exact day since our first date (10/3/2004).
he's the only man i've ever felt 'in love' with, but our relationship has been dramatic, on-and-off, heartbreaking and tumultuous from the very start.
over this past summer we really went thru what i would say was our final breaking point, with me (finally) moving on for the first time, however the person i tried to 'move on' with (a friend of his) ended up breaking my heart as well, and this past week my best friend since infancy was killed in the war in Iraq and Chris has been there for me to help me grieve.
there were so many years where i wished for his love and kindness, and now i'm living in the midst of it, wondering what it all means. if anyone can help me figure it out, please do!
i just woke up in the middle of the night and felt an extreme impression to make this chart and post it.
i had been in love with one man (Chris) since i was 21 years old, in 2004. almost 6 years to the exact day since our first date (10/3/2004).
he's the only man i've ever felt 'in love' with, but our relationship has been dramatic, on-and-off, heartbreaking and tumultuous from the very start.
over this past summer we really went thru what i would say was our final breaking point, with me (finally) moving on for the first time, however the person i tried to 'move on' with (a friend of his) ended up breaking my heart as well, and this past week my best friend since infancy was killed in the war in Iraq and Chris has been there for me to help me grieve.
there were so many years where i wished for his love and kindness, and now i'm living in the midst of it, wondering what it all means. if anyone can help me figure it out, please do!
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