Hi everyone.
So with numerous failed dates and brief affairs that went nowhere in 2015 for me, I decided to quit pursuing relationships as they just get me nowhere for whatever reason. I realized that some women are lucky in love and some aren't and I am not one of those lucky ones.
Having a child is VERY important to me and I simply don't want to sit around and wait to see what happens to me in regard to relationships/marriage. I might not even marry again, so I don't want marriage to hold me down from having a baby. The earlier I have one the better for me since it will leave me an opportunity for another one in a few years down the road. I just don't want to wait so long that I will regret not doing it later on just because I didn't meet anyone special and long-term. Seems to me that most men today are after sex only and once they get it, they most likely lose interest.
I'm just tired of dating and relationships with men. Just as I thought I met someone new and special with whom I had great sex, he leaves on vacation without even saying bye after we had sex a day before his vacation and he made it seem like he wanted a relationship...I'm tired of emotionally getting attached to those guys just to get disappointed shortly after. It seems to me that nothing happens with the ones I'm into, but the ones who are constantly after me trying to pursue me all the time and are the ones who are around a lot I am simply not physically attracted to them, so at the end of the day the latter ones don't matter to me, only the ones I want to be with. I am very determined to get pregnant this year and for that reason I asked the questions "if I will get pregnant this year in 2016?" Please keep in mind that I only refer to getting pregnant and not having an actual baby in 2016 since I would have to get pregnant really fast now to give birth in 2016. The earlier I will have one, he better for me as I will have side help raising a child rather than if I wait another 10 years and then do it. At least now, my parents are around to help me on the side. I'm done with relationships from now on. I currently have Jupiter going through my 5th and my S.R. 5th house cusp is in my natal 11th and vice versa, so I've got the double whammy which I read indicated pregnancy. My SR also shows sun in my 4th along with my Neptune and Mercury, but I am not sure if this also indicated pregnancy. Thank you.
So with numerous failed dates and brief affairs that went nowhere in 2015 for me, I decided to quit pursuing relationships as they just get me nowhere for whatever reason. I realized that some women are lucky in love and some aren't and I am not one of those lucky ones.
Having a child is VERY important to me and I simply don't want to sit around and wait to see what happens to me in regard to relationships/marriage. I might not even marry again, so I don't want marriage to hold me down from having a baby. The earlier I have one the better for me since it will leave me an opportunity for another one in a few years down the road. I just don't want to wait so long that I will regret not doing it later on just because I didn't meet anyone special and long-term. Seems to me that most men today are after sex only and once they get it, they most likely lose interest.
I'm just tired of dating and relationships with men. Just as I thought I met someone new and special with whom I had great sex, he leaves on vacation without even saying bye after we had sex a day before his vacation and he made it seem like he wanted a relationship...I'm tired of emotionally getting attached to those guys just to get disappointed shortly after. It seems to me that nothing happens with the ones I'm into, but the ones who are constantly after me trying to pursue me all the time and are the ones who are around a lot I am simply not physically attracted to them, so at the end of the day the latter ones don't matter to me, only the ones I want to be with. I am very determined to get pregnant this year and for that reason I asked the questions "if I will get pregnant this year in 2016?" Please keep in mind that I only refer to getting pregnant and not having an actual baby in 2016 since I would have to get pregnant really fast now to give birth in 2016. The earlier I will have one, he better for me as I will have side help raising a child rather than if I wait another 10 years and then do it. At least now, my parents are around to help me on the side. I'm done with relationships from now on. I currently have Jupiter going through my 5th and my S.R. 5th house cusp is in my natal 11th and vice versa, so I've got the double whammy which I read indicated pregnancy. My SR also shows sun in my 4th along with my Neptune and Mercury, but I am not sure if this also indicated pregnancy. Thank you.
