Please...let me know the detailed truth

What is coming next year that I have had this negative feeling towards for years? Mid next year I believe... Also can anyone tell me where the he'll do I start my life ? I'm 23 an stuck not knowing where to start and what to do... Clueless and probably important. Last and least important if in a divulging mood my relationship? What to do to save it or should i go? What does the chart say???!! (you can be blunt specific and detailed as well as candid... I need this raw truth actually no matter how harsh it may be), thank you so much!!! Born may 21 1988 at 503 am ; in California. Thanks chart info here http://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cg...s=63&va=&cid=mobile-g24filepWTKNV-u1311245083

And Id like to know If your in a divuldging mood...is my intuition close enough on point that i can call myself a newbie psychic or should I just throw that idealistic thought out? And do my dreams predict in part what is to come and have I seen my guide or angel in several like I think he is? Or who the he'll is he lol my email Stacey.murch2011@yahoo.com. I hear much debate on whether you should tell peeps the good bad n ugly ; well I'm one of those who needs the truth in whole, no sugar coating, as Long as it's true please spilll it!

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astro.com has a free 'personal portrait' interpretation of a natal chart in the free horoscope section, you simply put the cursor on a planet and it brings a pop up box to explain what it means to have a planet in that house and any other aspects it has to natal planets. plus a six month free transit report in 'short report'
Robert Hand gives a valuable in depth explanation of transits here – only slight objection I have with astro, is they use orbs of upto maybe 10' approaching, exact and departing. So most transits seem very long in effect. I use more realistic orbs of 1' approaching, 1' exact and 1' departing.
http://www.khaldea.com/ephemcenter.shtml