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I want to be able to understand why i have such a high libido(even obsession with sex), because this prevents me from living my life in a healthy way. I'll be very happy if someone can tell me, if there's something in my chart, that can be the reason for my sexual appetite. I just want to know what makes me feel that way and how i can control it. Thank you !
my chart:
[/FONT][FONT="] Hi Boro,[/FONT]
[FONT="]house of sexuality and sexual attraction and sexual activity for fun is 5th house - is in pisces in your chart - ruled by your neptune. Pisces as the highest water sign represents the limitless Big Ocean - limitless energy without / beyond personal control.[/FONT][FONT="]
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[FONT="]Your neptune is in 3rd house - mental mind - and your sex drive is mainly mentally/thoughts directed. Neptune squares your jupiter as your physical body house ruler – and physical body reactions. Jupiter is known for expanding and also for tendencies to exaggerate all and to blow a matter up. Neptune sextiles your mars/chiron in scorpio- part of your personal enforcement energy to get your wishes fullfilled – with mars/pluto energy in 1st house – a strong subconsciously guided energy – instinctively following own rules – to avoid to feel own injury /weakness/ wound – chiron- to not feel powerless and helpless..[/FONT]
[FONT="]Jupiter trines your virgo mercury - being under t-square energy pressure – able to blow your t-square up and mercury inconjuncts your limitless neptune in aquarius – being of non-conventional standard reactions in aquarius. Brining all together - thoughts – sexual desire, body reactions, health and rituals/habits one is used to after a while (mars rules 6th house).[/FONT]
[FONT="]Mercury rules your 11th and your 8th house - with mercury/pluto correspondence energy in 8th.. A very strong and intense mental mind energy – originally meant to be for self-protection and to survive. But also able to create mental mind programmes - which afterwards can result in self-sabotage programmes – one can get obsessed from.[/FONT][FONT="]
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[FONT="] 8th house is among others about all addictions and obsessions - about subconsciously stored memory of the past - which can take impact on us - without having control - working/acting beyond personal control and under the surface. [/FONT]
[FONT="]Your mercury in 10th is a lot under pressure – as mercury is at apex of a t-square with mars/chiron conj. in your 1st house and moon in your 7th house – both opposing each other. But neptune trines your moon sitting near cusp 8th and sextiles your mars/chiron conj (mars ruling health house 6th) – these both are the relaxing exits out of your pressure..[/FONT]
[FONT="]5th houses - male principle - for me is also house of father /father figure authority.. Father as first male gender support for a man - father as first male model role for a man - how to act in own life and father experience in childhood.
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[FONT="]With neptune ruling 5th in 3rd house squaring jupiter and inconjuncting mercury - it looks like your father haven't been really always been available in your life for you as a father and was more busy outside.[/FONT]
[FONT="]And that you probably felt yourself rejected from your father in your physical existence - neptune square jupiter - jupiter rules your 2nd house - body house of own physical existence and gender. And had to learn early that love and attention is depending on (perfect) performance and that you are not allowed to show weaknesses and emotions - neptune sextiling mars as ruler of 6th and chiron. [/FONT]
[FONT="]In jupiter’s ruled 2nd house – self protection and defending own territory, own body and own space - is your pluto in - as your rising and self-defending energy – and pluto squares your sun as your midheaven ruler and your mercury - an energy connected with the experience or witnessed experience of powerlessness and being helpless and the fear to get existentially destroyed or let alone - at point of your birth.[/FONT][FONT="]
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[FONT="]How was the relationship with your father ?[/FONT][FONT="]
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[FONT="]Your mars as ruler of 6th house - work and health is now transit activated by transit saturn by square for a change in your life. Running forth and backwards over your 4th house/IC cusp - coming close to your natal uranus in 4th house - but not degree exact activating your uranus this year - by t-saturn. But by transit-uranus itself - by square - for a turn around in your emotional identity, basic trust and also real home..[/FONT][FONT="]
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[FONT="]Your mother and childhood experience with mother - uranus ruling your 4th house - doesn't look like as having been experienced as easy - neither.[/FONT][FONT="]
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[FONT="]Do you have siblings ? You experienced as a competition for you ? And felt that a sibling was more favoured by your mother ? Uranus squaring saturn as ruler of 3rd house - siblings and opposes leo northnode sitting cusp 10th/midheaven.[/FONT]
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