Hello,thank you for your reply. You are so right about how should everything be approached. But I meant like, difficult chart to be read. I've talked to quite a lot of people who read charts and the answers were always "you have many challenging aspects in your chart, its difficult energies" and nothing in detail.
I really enjoy going in different threads and reading the readings on different charts, trying to get some knowledge. That's why I am very curious what will be people's thoughts on my chart.
You and I have similar charts so I can relate to your situation. The reality is that we have a Grand Cross in our charts. And not only that, is is a Fixed Grand Cross.
[ Look at the big Red Square in your chart.]
Many feel it is one of the most difficult astrological configurations to live with. But I am about to turn 70, so I have a better overall perspective on that belief now.
I have lived long enough to see that these grand squares, although a 'Cross To Bare' are also a gift of strength and personal power.
https://www.leomystic.com/astrology/aspects/grand-cross-grand-square/
Grand Square/Cross – the most intense quadrangular configuration. It encloses the person in a framework of severe constraints, which are perceived as pressing. The Grand Square gives a lot of energy which demands to be used, internal dynamism, insistence, force. Those with a Grand Square in the natal chart crystallize much very early. These are very dynamic people, but they manifest inflexibly in relating to the world.
A Fixed Grand Cross deals with security, resources and self-worth. It calls for the fair distribution of money and assets, and for hard work to replace a victim mentality.
People born with a Grand Cross in their birth charts may find themselves constantly pulled in dueling directions, with spectacular successes and equally stunning failures.
As to your basic question---'
why don't astrologers give you specific details about your chart ?' ---I can think of a few reasons.
One is that Grand Crosses can create a lot of early turmoil and childhood difficulties. Often there is family dysfunction or crisis/traumas.
Also, Fixed signs, like Scorpio and Taurus, are often very private and secretive. They dont always respond well to probing or invasive discussions about their personal lives.
And 3rd, a Grand Cross involves one's entire chart, connecting many planets and many houses in a very large challenging set of aspects. So it is a difficult chart to delineate for an astrologer because it is complex and intricate.
It will take me awhile to look more closely at each aspect in your Grand Cross---in the mean time, here are a few links for you to read to prepare you for the next info:
https://www.drstandley.com/astrologycharts_grandcross.shtml
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In Fixed signs, the outlet is emotional and/or surrendering self-will;
There's no doubt - Grand Cross' are character builders. Many, many, many successful people have Grand Cross' in their charts. They are relentless and they NEVER give up; therefore, success eventually comes to them and rewards them for their patience, perseverance and diligence.
https://memphisastrology.blogspot.com/2013/12/the-grand-cross-and-fate-vs-free-will.html
Fixed Grand Crosses are oriented in the inner world. These are people who are cerebral, satirical, discriminating and have a rich inner life. It greatly affects the self-worth, causing either a profound sense of self-doubt, or an inherent feeling of distinctiveness.