As long as I can remember Ive been able to walk into a room and send this kind of frequency or vibration to attract people. I have always been able to feel other peoples energy and the energy in a room, and when there are a lot of agitated people around me I cant handle it. I am very intuitive about people and can tell them just what they need to hear in a time of hurt or confusion.
Ive always had a really hard time falling in love with people though. People fall in love with me quick and ive broken alot of hearts. Believe me, if I could fall in love with them I could. I feel like I make them feel a certain way they have never felt before because I give off this certain energy. And I think maybe the people pleasing side of me is more concerned about weather they love me or not, maybe I measure my self worth if they fall in love with me? Recently, Ive given it all up. I realized what I was doing and now I just want to connect with someone if 'its' there or not. But karma has come given me a good *** kicking because I recently fell for a man who completely and utterly broke my heart. He lied to me, hurt me and decieved me. The worst part of it was that I never saw it coming, I always know when Im being lied to, and I was blind to it. He ended up leaving me and going back to his previous relationship. Coincidentally, so did the most recent guy I was dating, he went back to his ex. Holy ****! I have never been rejected in my life and now that im letting my guard down and allowing love in im getting destroyed.
My chart has a **** load of 'learning through relationships' aspects but I also have some very ****** aspects dealing with relationships. Damned if I do damned if I dont.
Does anyone else have anything similar to this happen to them? Or any advice? Right now in my life im trying to forget men all together...
Im adding my chart, I think it says im effed.
Ive always had a really hard time falling in love with people though. People fall in love with me quick and ive broken alot of hearts. Believe me, if I could fall in love with them I could. I feel like I make them feel a certain way they have never felt before because I give off this certain energy. And I think maybe the people pleasing side of me is more concerned about weather they love me or not, maybe I measure my self worth if they fall in love with me? Recently, Ive given it all up. I realized what I was doing and now I just want to connect with someone if 'its' there or not. But karma has come given me a good *** kicking because I recently fell for a man who completely and utterly broke my heart. He lied to me, hurt me and decieved me. The worst part of it was that I never saw it coming, I always know when Im being lied to, and I was blind to it. He ended up leaving me and going back to his previous relationship. Coincidentally, so did the most recent guy I was dating, he went back to his ex. Holy ****! I have never been rejected in my life and now that im letting my guard down and allowing love in im getting destroyed.
My chart has a **** load of 'learning through relationships' aspects but I also have some very ****** aspects dealing with relationships. Damned if I do damned if I dont.
Does anyone else have anything similar to this happen to them? Or any advice? Right now in my life im trying to forget men all together...
Im adding my chart, I think it says im effed.