Thank YOU for helping me out here
Yeah im not so surprised about the september thing.. a lot to do in school and in my job - finishing this all in the fall
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Middle week february is around my 21st birthday - im moving somewhere else.. i haven't decided maybe France again but its about that time i will move, so yeah changes. 2012 im thinking of moving to the USA maybe, maybe somewhere else i havent decided, and yes you absolutely correct.. my mother is very unconsidered, bossy and unfair.. has been tough i admit, sincerely this gets me really angry at life sometimes but thankful too..
Still searching you say..What are you really looking for? Doesn't this maybe have a connection with your MC? Maybe so deep its an unconscious impulse.. i don't know i'm just guessing out of the blue.. we are quite restless us MC sagi right?
Yeah i saw that eating disorder thread, i don't have any eating disorder really, i would say i take a OK good care of myself, sometimes, i admit i am self conscious about my looks yes(that can also be my libra moon)- but not that i am obsessed with what i am eating at all, nor do i have a mental disorder - maybe because i have so many of the squares the power of single ones is not so strong, it like mixes all together in one. Maybe its the same with the cappi stellium?
Gees think I have to find a good day and get reborn on it
.....jk
Im glad i have a midheaven in sagittarius then, because i enjoy getting away and spending my time traveling - i have been like that since i remember myself, always on the go.. Wanted to go out and play with my friends and ended up in another town on some road trip with my barbie car
(note my country is really safe)
Also its a great release for restlessness and tension to travel (try it whoever is reading this), i really enjoy learning languages while traveling also, might find a career there..
But... here is the thing..I find it really hard though to find a job that includes so much traveling and still is suitable for me.. I want to have a steady job and be well educated with good incomes but still very flexible and travel a lot. Something i can use my good practical sales abilities and yet be artistic, independent and free.
Thank you for your support and advises its good to know someone who has been where you are standing, and you managed all by your self at the age of 16 - thats impressive, takes ball to leave home so early. I think you are a very strong person - judging from this.
Again thank you for all
i think my north note fits very well, thats exactly what i want, have to, and am going to do
You do have a intuitive insight in this no wonder you are teaching this !
Still i have to say when usually people read my chart in their
interpretation there is always so much bad things that it gets me a little moody and anxious and even ashamed of it... like there is so much trouble ahead and i am such a victim of this and that (which i am not)... i hate it
wow that was a little longer than i meant to write