Your life goal
Lena,
Part of the challenge of your chart is that you have South node (the past) focused in the 9th house (expansion, also wisdom) conjunct (energy is combined with) Midheaven (outer world, also edge of the 10th house (duty, also career) ) conjunct Jupiter (expansion, also wisdom) conjunct Uranus (friends, also innovation). This energy conjunct your South node tends to "hold you back" in life. In fact, focusing on "career" holds you back in your life. Instead, to see where you are headed toward in your life we look for the North node.
The North node (future goals) is focused in the 3rd house (thinking, also details, writing) conjunct the Nadir (inner world). So in your life your life you are moving from big, expansive, innovative career goals into detailed writing and examination of your inner world. The challenge is there is NO energy conjunct the North node, so the STRONG energy conjunct your South node tends to "hold you back" in life.
To get from the South node to the North node, we look for an aspect that links the two nodes. That "linking aspect" in the case of your chart is the T-square (not visible in the "astro" chart you have) focused on Virgo (daily work) modifying Mars (being, also action) conjunct Venus (relationships) focused in the 7th house (relationships), indicating that it is actively working on reltionships with others (networking) can help you decide which analyzing, detailed, writing position you would most want to do.
Since most of your planets are in the top right of your chart, your chart is all about helping others...so let some of those you help help you find the writing/analyzing opportunities you want!
Currently transiting (planet moving in the sky) Pluto (transformation) is conjuncting your Midheaven (outer world), causing you to transform your entire approach to the outer world. When Pluto strongly aspects our chart, it forces us to give up those things which we no longer have any use for...it also forces us to make difficult decisions. You can start with your "laundry list" of ideas. Talk to a career counselor, pick out ONE of those ideas and study it in depth to get the "details" of it. Transform your "expansion" approach (South node) to an analytical, details approach (North node) and you will take the first step to realizing inner peace.
Pushing the North node,
Tim