Any hope for emotional happiness?

statesman

Member
Very painful teenage years and difficult relationship with father.
Am close to and knows my mother loves me but she didn't stop father then from hurting me.
Sibling never connected to me despite my deepest wish.
Married a supposed friend and stayed in an emotionally neglectful/verbally abusive relationship for 16 years after which he left me (in 2017).
Always tried to give a 110% of my love and attention to friends and family even when I didn't receive even half of that in return.
Have lived like an ascetic. But I am human and sometimes the emotional deprivation hurts.

Alone and half-a-world away from family. Single parent. Love my kids and staying strong for them.

Job hunting but no success on that professional front either.

My faith in my God kept me sane through all that pain. Only people I talked about my problems were God and my dead grandparents.

Is my past going to be my future? Is this to be the story of my life?
Is there any love, happiness, family that will support me in the future?
What is the future of my relationship with my kids? Should I prepare for problems there as well?

Birthplace: Ahmedabad, India
Birthdate: 22 April, 1975
Birthtime: 14:45

Thanks... and God bless.
 

RishiRahul

Well-known member
Very painful teenage years and difficult relationship with father.
Am close to and knows my mother loves me but she didn't stop father then from hurting me.
Sibling never connected to me despite my deepest wish.
Married a supposed friend and stayed in an emotionally neglectful/verbally abusive relationship for 16 years after which he left me (in 2017).
Always tried to give a 110% of my love and attention to friends and family even when I didn't receive even half of that in return.
Have lived like an ascetic. But I am human and sometimes the emotional deprivation hurts.

Alone and half-a-world away from family. Single parent. Love my kids and staying strong for them.

Job hunting but no success on that professional front either.

My faith in my God kept me sane through all that pain. Only people I talked about my problems were God and my dead grandparents.

Is my past going to be my future? Is this to be the story of my life?
Is there any love, happiness, family that will support me in the future?
What is the future of my relationship with my kids? Should I prepare for problems there as well?

Birthplace: Ahmedabad, India
Birthdate: 22 April, 1975
Birthtime: 14:45

Thanks... and God bless.

Hello,

You may post the palm photo of your right and left palm (front side), for a nice evaluation using vedic astrology.

I try keep my answers short.

RishiRahul
 

kshantaram

Premium Member
hope the chart observations help reflect and integrate :


moon leo asc, high self-pride, sensitive, individualistic;
moon lord 12th over asc, prone to colds, circulatory issues;

aries-mars badhaka for leo asc,
stress-delays in matters of luck-edu-travels-father;


asc lord sun-mer over badhaka aries 9th,
intellectual, literary-oratory-managerial aptitudes;
heart-stomach-skin health issues;
mer lord 2/11 for finances-gains under stress-delay;
donate 1.25kg each per month wheat and green whole moongdal
at Karthikeya temple tues mornings;

badhaka mars over enemy sign airy enemy sign acq 7th,
stress-delay in marriage-vocation-business;
moon-mars opp volatile emotions and finances;
abdominal-muscular inflammations arms-shoulders-legs;

sat 7th lord over gemini 11th,
gains from marriage-spouse;
gains from information technology, old friends, old people;
wear Neelam over steel pendant touching heart;
Saturn overcomes badhakatva of badhak mars too;

perform japa for badhaka mars in acq,
recite hanuman chalisa regularly;
donate 1.25kg per month red masoordal at Shivalaya sat mornings;


rahu neecha over dark pit watery scorpio 4th
for mother, domestic comforts, property;
research aptitude, avoid excessive occult indulgences;
secretive, suspicious, sentimental, sarcastic, passionate;

lord mars over 7th, debilation of rahu cancelled, gradual improvements;
wear brown gomedh over pendant touching heart;
float 1.25kg Rai/Mustard seeds per month over clean flowing river,
tues after sunset, with prayers at Mata Mahakali temple;

Neecha rahu kendrayoga with moon-mars-venus, all under stress;
Rahu dasa age 33-50 approx;

venus-ketu taurus 10th, love of food-comforts; extra-stubborn;
career-job changes; growth-riches through artistic aptitudes;
may be garment making, dentistry etc;

donate 1.25kg per month white til at Ganapathy temple fri evenings;
ketu now 1.5yr transit cap 6th, accident prone, job separation;
later moves to sag 5th,
detachment from luck-edu-romance-children-position to care;

venus-rahu opp, rise-fall in life,
observe fast on Amavasya evenings;
observe Shraddh days in the family sincerely;

jup own pisces 8th for spiritual explorations;
elevated aspect over cancer 12th for foreign lands-expenses;
trine aspect over rahu-scorpio, protective/relief;
prayers to saint of faith, say Saibaba,
light cow ghee diya daily morning at the pooja at home,
offer yellow flowers thurs evenings;
16yrs jupiter dasa follows 50-66 yrs;

currently jup transit libra 3rd for advisory roles,
aspect sun-mer aries 9th supportive of luck-edu-travels;
and trine sat gemini 11th for gains;
and trine mars acq 7th for relationship/marriage;

sat now 2.5yrs transit sag 5th,
luck-edu-romance-children-position under stress/stuck,
seeking change but not manifesting; negating job prospects;
sat sag aspectng own acq 7th,
good for vocation-business, but not for health of spouse;
light til oil diya daily evenings; observe fast sat evenings;

sat move to own cap 6th later good for health-employment matters;


hope this helps and the remedies, share pointwise ground feedbacks
how true-untrue-insightful-helpful,

wishing well,


kshantaram
Jai Mata Mahakali,
Jai Shree Hanuman,
Om Shree Saiganeshaya Namaha

Trayambakam Yajamahe Sugandhim Pushtivardhanam.....
 
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statesman

Member
Palm photos

Here are photos of palm.
Hope this helps.

Please let me know whether life ahead is going to continue be exactly like the life that is passed.

Where/when is there any possibility of hope/joy?

I try my best to be a good, kind, helpful, supportive person to every one I know. What is it about my horoscope that renders me unable to get any strong, supportive person (family/man/woman)?

Will it be professional achievement, personal happiness, neither or both?

Thanks.
 

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statesman

Member
Re: Palm Pictures for RishiRahulji

Please study the palm pictures.

Please let me know whether life ahead is going to continue be exactly like the life that is passed.

Where/when is there any possibility of hope/joy?

I try my best to be a good, kind, helpful, supportive person to every one I know. What is it about my horoscope that renders me unable to get any strong, supportive person (family/man/woman)?

Will it be professional achievement, personal happiness, neither or both?

Thanks.
 

kshantaram

Premium Member
look forward to specific exemplifying feedbacks
on the various interpretations provided planetwise, housewise, etc
how true-untrue-insightful-prospective etc etc as relevant and useful.
traits-talents-health-events-plans etc etc


wishing well, kshantaram


following remedies is your choice, as important and convenient.
 

RishiRahul

Well-known member
Very painful teenage years and difficult relationship with father.
Am close to and knows my mother loves me but she didn't stop father then from hurting me.
Sibling never connected to me despite my deepest wish.
Married a supposed friend and stayed in an emotionally neglectful/verbally abusive relationship for 16 years after which he left me (in 2017).
Always tried to give a 110% of my love and attention to friends and family even when I didn't receive even half of that in return.
Have lived like an ascetic. But I am human and sometimes the emotional deprivation hurts.

Alone and half-a-world away from family. Single parent. Love my kids and staying strong for them.

Job hunting but no success on that professional front either.

My faith in my God kept me sane through all that pain. Only people I talked about my problems were God and my dead grandparents.

Is my past going to be my future? Is this to be the story of my life?
Is there any love, happiness, family that will support me in the future?
What is the future of my relationship with my kids? Should I prepare for problems there as well?

Birthplace: Ahmedabad, India
Birthdate: 22 April, 1975
Birthtime: 14:45

Thanks... and God bless.


Hello,

Though you separated from your spouse in 2017, your major difficulty which sent you in an emotional loop began from 2018 second quarter, which please confirm.

Also since Rahu dasa Jupiter antar(2009) & onwards your life became different which could have begun with better economy, but you felt mentally charged and challenged.

You have a complex mind and I find your father a wise person.
Did your husband have a fair relation with your father?

Presently you need to focus & avoid intolerance, especially with children besides other interpersonal relations and career/finances to begin with or else you may face some inconvenience at the last quarter of the year, with fair chances of your career looking up somewhat.

RishiRahul
 
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