I really shouldn't be posting, or let alone be on a forum. But when a girl works hard and focuses so much on career and whatnot, it's hard to form real relationships, lasting ones anyway. It's why my few friends are so precious to me - life would be so hard without them. Maybe it's pathetic of me, posting on a forum instead of talking to someone, like my roommate who I'm sure would listen but I just can't. Too much pride right now, silly young lady I am, haha. Tonight I lost one of the few people who ever cared for me, a friend, my best friend. Gone too soon. I'll be missing her more than anything in the world.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-fesv7_fXvs
I'll be missing you.