HI there folks,
Before I start, birth info is 4 April, 18:33, Wetteren Belgium. I will attach a chart progressed to this current year and age (34) and also my natal chart.
I am Virgo Asc, Aries Sun, Aries Moon.
When will the influence of this planet be less felt?
I can't believe I'm actually saying this but it really has had a tremendous influence on my physical health and appearance! (as well as mental and emotional) and not in a positive way. In less than 7 years I have gone from reasonably attractive to very much below average, I look sickly, pallid and in poor health, no matter what I try to do to balance this 'health wise', it does not work.
Some insight would be great, I just want to get back to how I looked and felt before getting 'sick'. I look like 2 completely different people... how is this even possible!!?? .. to actually change that much? Even my hair and eye colour have completely changed in just a few years! I used to be light brown and it changed to almost black, same as eyes.
I want to get back to where I was, will that be possible? When will Pluto be finished with my ASC? will it improve after it passes? I just don't want to look sick anymore... every time I see my family they are always looking at me and asking if I am ok, and when I say yes it's like 'are you sure'?..
I have tried to just get on with life without thinking about it or letting it get to me but it's very hard when I see someone who knows me that hasn't seen me for a long time, they kind of jump back in surprise and don't have much to say after that. I am not always concerned about it (and honestly, I try not to be) but deep deep down it does get to me. It does upset me.
No one can believe it is actually me, even face shape is different to what it was, its so odd.
Photos are the worst, I just don't look right, something looks wrong?
I am not overweight either, I am generally quite slim so I have not been able to put it down to being heavier coz i'm not. The skin itself is still in great condition for my age so not aging factors, it's the shape, the eyes, everything has just..changed. dark.. dull ... cold, sickly looking.
And fluid in face.
There has been health issues with hormones also, strong male facial hair, low estrogen, excess androgens (male hormones) Pluto? or something else?
I also know my Venus is badly aspected ??
PCOS has also been hinted at?
again.. will all this pass??
Before I start, birth info is 4 April, 18:33, Wetteren Belgium. I will attach a chart progressed to this current year and age (34) and also my natal chart.
I am Virgo Asc, Aries Sun, Aries Moon.
When will the influence of this planet be less felt?
I can't believe I'm actually saying this but it really has had a tremendous influence on my physical health and appearance! (as well as mental and emotional) and not in a positive way. In less than 7 years I have gone from reasonably attractive to very much below average, I look sickly, pallid and in poor health, no matter what I try to do to balance this 'health wise', it does not work.
Some insight would be great, I just want to get back to how I looked and felt before getting 'sick'. I look like 2 completely different people... how is this even possible!!?? .. to actually change that much? Even my hair and eye colour have completely changed in just a few years! I used to be light brown and it changed to almost black, same as eyes.
I want to get back to where I was, will that be possible? When will Pluto be finished with my ASC? will it improve after it passes? I just don't want to look sick anymore... every time I see my family they are always looking at me and asking if I am ok, and when I say yes it's like 'are you sure'?..
I have tried to just get on with life without thinking about it or letting it get to me but it's very hard when I see someone who knows me that hasn't seen me for a long time, they kind of jump back in surprise and don't have much to say after that. I am not always concerned about it (and honestly, I try not to be) but deep deep down it does get to me. It does upset me.
No one can believe it is actually me, even face shape is different to what it was, its so odd.
Photos are the worst, I just don't look right, something looks wrong?
I am not overweight either, I am generally quite slim so I have not been able to put it down to being heavier coz i'm not. The skin itself is still in great condition for my age so not aging factors, it's the shape, the eyes, everything has just..changed. dark.. dull ... cold, sickly looking.
And fluid in face.
There has been health issues with hormones also, strong male facial hair, low estrogen, excess androgens (male hormones) Pluto? or something else?
I also know my Venus is badly aspected ??
PCOS has also been hinted at?
again.. will all this pass??