hermetic
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here is the chart, inner circle is me, outer is my father with whom I've had very complex and mostly difficult relationship all my life.
I am very held back by these unresolved feelings that I cannot even put into words, like it is affecting me on a very subconciouss/pre-verbal level.
All I see that could be difficul is his Mars opposing my Saturn, and Pluto opposing my Moon, lots of oppositions but nothing to such an extent these feelings inside of me go. Saturn and Uranus conj my Chiron, perhaps this should be looked at? I'd rather not go into details explaining, since this is a very personal thing, and will probably delete the chart later, but I would like to hear what everyone else sees that could be the main issue here.
Thanks
eta - after looking at it some more I am thinking these Saturn and Uranus conj with my Chiron, all conjuncting Algol are probaby most resposible for my wounds that won't heal... And his Pluto in my 1st house makes me unable to escape his control over me. Must add, this control is rather passive and mostly in the mental/emotional sphere, but devastating to my sense of self. I can even not see him for months, nothing ever changes
I am very held back by these unresolved feelings that I cannot even put into words, like it is affecting me on a very subconciouss/pre-verbal level.
All I see that could be difficul is his Mars opposing my Saturn, and Pluto opposing my Moon, lots of oppositions but nothing to such an extent these feelings inside of me go. Saturn and Uranus conj my Chiron, perhaps this should be looked at? I'd rather not go into details explaining, since this is a very personal thing, and will probably delete the chart later, but I would like to hear what everyone else sees that could be the main issue here.
Thanks
eta - after looking at it some more I am thinking these Saturn and Uranus conj with my Chiron, all conjuncting Algol are probaby most resposible for my wounds that won't heal... And his Pluto in my 1st house makes me unable to escape his control over me. Must add, this control is rather passive and mostly in the mental/emotional sphere, but devastating to my sense of self. I can even not see him for months, nothing ever changes
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