Great question obsid
Ive been working on my mars, so ill be tracking this thread.
Okay ill input with my
libra mars...
I find this a tad irritating at times as i find it hard to get REALLY angry, ive only ever had one fight in my entire life, and this was at junior school, but then again it wasn't so much a fight, i just had her in a headlock for a few mins spinning her around....was more funny than anything.
Another time at school nearly the whole class was egging me on to fight with a particular girl at lunch break after class, they even pushed the girl into me where then all red fizzy pop she had in her hand had spilt allover my white wool jumper, i just went to the toilets to clean it off....went back to the classroom and omg the whole classroom was full expecting this big full on fight...i just couldn't do it...how mars/libra is this lol...i didn't want to hurt her
She ended up pushing me around etc, people are telling me to punch her in the face etc, but i just really couldn't do it at all.....so i got ragged around a little by her and flung into a filing cabinet, then the teacher walked in and stopped it.
Well i knew what was coming after this......yes bullying from the same girl as she thought she was top dog then. I used to say to myself in my head chrys why didn't you hit her back, and the answer was that i wasn't angry with her to be hitting her for just nothing.
Yes so conflict/fights i can't do as the rage just won't build up inside me, if ive ever been in conflict in my life, ive always been able to talk (gem moon) it out.
Trust me i have got angry of course i have, but its got to have been something thats cut me really deep, something personal maybe or someone really really pushing my buttons. I slapped an ex across the face before because of this. So i do have anger there, but it takes a LOT to get it to boil.
Another example, i used to have an aries/mars friend, and you could guarantee every night we went out, she would end up fighting with some girl in the club toilets...she'd expect who went out with her to join in too "have her back", a couple of them did....not me never, the thought of just laying into someone for the sake of it, is beyond me how someone could do this.
As for motivation, i have self motivation with it being a cardinal sign, probably not as strong as mars/aries but even though mars is in detriment the self motivation is still there, if i need to do something i'll do it.