Hi Maia3,
I'm going to get the same transit also. My saturn is going retrograde and it will go back from the 1st to the 12th house. It will be near April 20 when it's transiting the AC. I may tell you later if i had any experience with it. My natal saturn is also in the 1st house (conjunct with pluto). Saturn also rules over the 4th house. The ruler of my Saturn is venus (libra). Venus in my chart is in the 9th house. Now that i have read your message, maybe just now i realise what something in my own chart can mean in this transit. I cannot be called an astrologer, as my knowledge is limited, but i thought of this interpretation in my life: as you talked about confusion with Saturn, i know that i experienced confusion with an eventual new decision i have to make. Someone i know, invited me to come to the US and if i want, i can stay there (or at least for a long time) and with his help i could get a long visa. If nothing specific happens here in India, where i am now (i'm born and raised in Holland), then i seriously think of making the decision to go there. My fly date to Holland is May 12 and if i would go to America, i may go there within 2-3 weeks after arrival in Holland. But as i'm involved with an Indian man in some way and as Sai Baba is here, i would rather not leave India at all. So if i go to the US, i may be in a bad mental state (long story). But if i have to choose between Holland and the US, then the US seems the best. I would be dependent on this friend, but in Holland i expect a worse situation if i would stay there. I have been wondering if it's good to go to the US, if i have to leave India (maybe the saturn-ruler over 4 indicates something about this wondering).
Another thing is the confusing situation with this Indian man. As venus is ruling over saturn and saturn transits in the 1st house (going retrograde), i thought it may have something to do with this transit. Venus in the 9th house could say something about love in a far foreign country (India is far from Holland). And Saturn going retrograde in direction to the 12th house, may represent something with confusion. In August Saturn goes back to the 1st. I don't know what it's going to mean for me, but maybe later i can tell some more, as time goes by.
If i go to the city of that friend in America (in Ohio), then in my coming solar return in May i would have many planets in the 12th house and squares (i think this was the right word in English) to the MC or AC, which may indicate something difficult. But if i would go, for example, to Sacramento, then i get many planets in 2 with trines (if my english is correct) to the AC or MC. Anyway, that's eventually also a point to consider for me, if i go there.
I will see if the retrograde-saturn is going to have more effect on me.