Hey guys,
I'm really freaked out at the moment. Since beginning of the year I started to learn more about astrology. Recently I came across the predictive methods in regards of the solar return.
I just looked into it to maybe get an idea about what's going to be the main focus of the year.
But as I read more and more everything pointed to "bad things" happening -> VERY poor health/hospitaliziton etc.
Since I do have a major surgery planned for the beginning of the next year (when my solar return obviously will still be "active") I'm really scared.
Emphasis on the 6th house by the malefic planets... on the 12th...a big square involving the malefic planets...only bad aspects regarding the sun an the MC.... the other malefic planets are ALMOST only receiving bad aspects as well.... sun in the SR in 12th and in the 8th of the natal chart.... 6th in scorpio... SR Saturn conjunct natal North-Node...and so on...
Since it just CAN'T postpone the surgery nor relocate I really don't know what to do. I'm 22 years old, unfortunely smoking, having a bit high blood pressure and often suffering from cardiac irregularity. I know..! And I've been seeing a doctor who didn't find anything. Just mentioning that because I know there are a lot of people (my doctor included) who apparantly think 22-year olds are invincible. I'm not looking for a medical advice but hoping for some help in interpretation.
I'm I blowing this thing totally out of proportion or is there something to it?
I'm attaching my solar return chart on its own as well as integrated with my natal chart.
I hope someone can help me.
I'm really freaked out at the moment. Since beginning of the year I started to learn more about astrology. Recently I came across the predictive methods in regards of the solar return.
I just looked into it to maybe get an idea about what's going to be the main focus of the year.
But as I read more and more everything pointed to "bad things" happening -> VERY poor health/hospitaliziton etc.
Since I do have a major surgery planned for the beginning of the next year (when my solar return obviously will still be "active") I'm really scared.
Emphasis on the 6th house by the malefic planets... on the 12th...a big square involving the malefic planets...only bad aspects regarding the sun an the MC.... the other malefic planets are ALMOST only receiving bad aspects as well.... sun in the SR in 12th and in the 8th of the natal chart.... 6th in scorpio... SR Saturn conjunct natal North-Node...and so on...
Since it just CAN'T postpone the surgery nor relocate I really don't know what to do. I'm 22 years old, unfortunely smoking, having a bit high blood pressure and often suffering from cardiac irregularity. I know..! And I've been seeing a doctor who didn't find anything. Just mentioning that because I know there are a lot of people (my doctor included) who apparantly think 22-year olds are invincible. I'm not looking for a medical advice but hoping for some help in interpretation.
I'm I blowing this thing totally out of proportion or is there something to it?
I'm attaching my solar return chart on its own as well as integrated with my natal chart.
I hope someone can help me.